What's Bothering You?

I can't play games, and I've been playing them for as long as pretty much everyone else I know and they are still better than me. I'm depressed and feel like nothing. It feels like everything I want to accomplish and achieve the award is given to someone else. I'm forgotten. Nobody cares. I really want to start over. When I try to be good and apart of the group, they push me to the side and don't give a heck. They lie and say 'we love you' right after they roast me. I hate people, they never do any good for me. I cry myself to sleep every time. I hate myself.
I don't know what to do. Each time I ask, it's 'stay p o s i t i v e, and you'll think better thoughts. Bruh, that doesn't solve my problems. I want to die and you're pushing it off to the side as usual.
 
all my friends seem like they have their life together already cuz they're already certain with their majors and are looking into internships and jobs but I'm still here not sure wat to do
my general advisor doesn't help at all cuz she barely listens when I ask questions and my department major's advising appointments have been full for half a year now
 
I feel like I'm too clingy at times
I wanna contact an old friend but I don't wanna come off as
annoying or something
 
I’ve internalized comments about my appearance for so long that I can’t get rid of them. Whether I lose weight, try new hairstyles, or wear different clothes I still feel ugly. I don’t even like my new beard much anymore. While I know appearance doesn’t really matter in the long term, I wish I could just look at the mirror without shame.
 
As much as I enjoy my friendship with my ex for the most part, I feel that it’s time to cut him out of my life. When he’s actually being my friend things are great, but I’m tired of him using me to get under whoever his current girlfriend is at the times skin. He will flip a switch and starts flirting with me and acting like we’re going to get back together. All so that he can he can make her get upset and either break up with him or act out and give him a legitimate reason to break up with her. He just started flirting with me again and lied about having a girlfriend even though I can easily check on social media. He knows I have a SO and that I don’t like long distance relationships/not interested in a relationship with him, but he keeps pulling this crap. I’m not a tool to be used and it feels wrong to continue my friendship with him.
 
Neb said:
I’ve internalized comments about my appearance for so long that I can’t get rid of them. Whether I lose weight, try new hairstyles, or wear different clothes I still feel ugly. I don’t even like my new beard much anymore. While I know appearance doesn’t really matter in the long term, I wish I could just look at the mirror without shame.
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Sorry to hear about this, Benjamin (hope it’s okay if I call you that?). I can honestly relate. For the longest time while I was in university I kept thinking I didn’t look good, that I wasn’t smart, or that I wasn’t strong, even though people have told me I am all of those things before. I kept thinking there was something wrong with me. I know this sounds cliched, but the most important thing is to believe yourself that you look good. Once I started believing that I looked good, I stopped worrying about it as much, and finally started to believe others’ compliments towards myself. This is of course just one way to approach it, but it’s what helped me the most. Either way I hope you feel better soon. 😊
 
i genuinely cannot find any motivation to get my work done even though school is back soon...
 
Idk if I'm getting sick or if its just allergies
I hope I'm not getting sick because when I get sick, I tend to act depressed which is not fun.
 
I can't believe I found a Neopets leak that included my data and I still can't log into my account, even after talking to the Neopets support.
 
Romaki said:
I can't believe I found a Neopets leak that included my data and I still can't log into my account, even after talking to the Neopets support.
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Wow wait when did this happen o_o''

also had a wasp flying around for ages before i could smash it just hoping it didn't sting me secretly...
 
Zero motivation
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Reneezombie said:
I went to bed with the kitchen all clean, but woke up to it in a mess. Someone made Mac and cheese except they put the cheese sauce in the strainer instead of the pan? o_O
somebody please explain this to me because I don’t get it. It’s taking all my will power not to clean because I can’t be in there when it’s messy I’m getting all kinds of anxiety, but I can’t be cleaning their crap anymore.
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I know the feeling honestly. Shared properties with messy people before and it feels like living in a zoo, I thought it was just me being overly clean and tidy until my mum came to visit one time and was completely turned away by the mess in the kitchen. The thought of what other people’s bedrooms look like haunts me.
 
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i have eaten exactly twice since wednesday and i have no desire to. even though i feel weak af but it hurts and it gross to eat with the wound in my mouth healing. and i've been told to literally brush the wound which frightens me tbh. but i guess i will have to
 
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