What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

It's only 5:30 but I just want to go to sleep and forget about how boring my life is rn for a bit T__T



Edit: I'd rather not make an extra post.

I really want to create new art for one of my OCs, but I'm pretty tired of using Colors 3D for art since I realize now that it seriously hinders the quality of the pictures (which makes me mad cause I put a ton of effort into my lineart just for the exporter to butcher it). I really want to get the app Procreate since I've heard a lot of good stuff about it, but I don't own an iPad. They're way out of my price range.My dad has one but I think it belongs to the company that he works for so that's a bust. Plus I need a good stylus for drawing as well, I can't just go to the store and buy a $5 stylus cause most of them don't have the really tiny tip on them (I want a stylus that looks more like a 3DS stylus, not a wide tip pen).

So yeah I'm basically stuck with Colors 3D and I hate ittt :,,,,,,,)

 

[seularin]

feeling rlly homesick atm

 

[Neb]

Summer heat makes me so sleepy...

 

[TheodoreCottontail]

I hate my job giving surveys over the phone. I thought I'd toughened up over the last 6 months, but it's hard to take a couple straight hours of verbal abuse (bless you kind people I speak with). I have a lot affecting my mental health rn (plus I can't even talk to anyone about it), and I feel so defeated, I've cried during both shifts this week (although I'm able to stop crying w/o having to quit mid-shift). I'm starting to recognize my mental health is really failing and negatively affecting my physical health. I'm also really nervous about quitting since jobs are hard to come by, and since Covid, I've been able to work from the upstairs room at home... I don't know what to do :c

Sorry to hear you have been struggling with this! My boyfriend's mom did that same job for years and she also had to put up with terrible verbal abuse. You don't deserve to go through that.

I'm not very good with advice but I would personally not quit until you had another job lined up. Only you know how much you can handle though. I hope things get better soon for you.

 

[moo_nieu]

Sorry to hear you have been struggling with this! My boyfriend's mom did that same job for years and she also had to put up with terrible verbal abuse. You don't deserve to go through that.

I'm not very good with advice but I would personally not quit until you had another job lined up. Only you know how much you can handle though. I hope things get better soon for you.

Thanks <3 I really appreciate it. Honestly, I broke out sobbing mid shift tonight because I just couldn't take the screaming. I'll have to deal with the aftermath tomorrow, but at least I won't have to deal with anyone putting me down or screaming in my ears anymore. Not sure what I will do about income (I could always suffer the blow of moving back home if worst came to worst), but I can only move forward. I'm glad your boyfriend's mom doesn't have to work that job anymore either. The money just isn't worth it. Thanks again for your support, it means a lot to me rn~

 

[Seastar]

I stepped out of the shower, got flooded with memories of my old cat coming to beg for sink water, and then I started crying. Why...

 

[frogslime]

I'm pissed because of this video:

TikTok - Make Your Day

Like, the comments and video had me confused for ten minutes. I don't know if I'm angry at myself or the person/people-

 

[Seastar]

I'm starting to have mental breakdowns about... well... something I can't say here, and I guess that fact bothers me even more.... since typing this isn't making me feel better.

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Sheesh, lots of grumpy people calling today. I'm too tired to deal with them. I also have to do our team meetings on webcam today which I am not looking forward to at all.

 

[Seastar]

Staying up this long has apparently made me lose some of my sanity. Seriously, now I'm being bothered by the fact I have had dumb thoughts that just... mindlessly happened without my control. Yeah... It never bothered me before. So why now?

 

[Alienfish]

I give up with that IKEA plushie, like how you decide on having that not widely available. Sheesh.

 

[Ananas Dragon]

Family being so loud I have to crank up the volume on music really high.

 

[Chris]

Cut and bleached my hair today. Look like I belong in a 90s boy band. Need to play with it more tomorrow.

 

[Alienfish]

Cut and bleached my hair today. Look like I belong in a 90s boy band. Need to play with it more tomorrow.

If that means a JE band ur good man

Kinda glad mine turned out great with the ombre style. At least I don't have to deal with that horrible brown-red colour I had going on

 

[Chris]

If that means a JE band ur good man

Kinda glad mine turned out great with the ombre style. At least I don't have to deal with that horrible brown-red colour I had going on

Right now I guess it has a sort of blond Koki Tanaka vibe.

Ooh that sounds lovely!

 

[Alienfish]

Right now I guess it has a sort of blond Koki Tanaka vibe.

Ooh that sounds lovely!

That sounds really fab though

Thank you! yeah I have this thick porous "asian" hair that nothing sticks on so had to use the harshest bleach that was not chlorine, but I really liked the results in the end. Also reddish brown can be really nice on the right person but it basically looked like some bad 80s job before haha.

And yeah my roots were grown out to my natural colour and the ends were reddish brown so ya turned out great c:

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I woke up feeling kinda sick. Not like cold/flu sick but like the kinda sick you feel when you haven't eaten in forever. I'm not really feeling hungry though :<

Also I would like to let my doggo into the backyard to run around for a bit but every single year my dad lets the weeds overgrow the back steps so i cant go back there without getting poked a bunch. I hate it.

 

[tybalt_cake]

why is my chest hurting since last sunday...

 

[Dawnpiplup]

why is my chest hurting since last sunday...

yo dude, really hope you feel better ;3 also hope life's going well for ya ❤

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Also if this is what it takes, and if this is what I've gotta go through, then so be it.

 

[Clock]

I keep having thoughts about the future and it bothers me a lot sometimes.