What's Bothering You?

sometimes I just want to end it all.. and I think that people would be so much better off without me.
No! no no no!
sometimes i think like this too.. and i still do..but the fear of leaving everyone who cares about me behind scares me even more.
 
Burnt myself outside yesterday hhh annoying.

Also my printer is ****ing greatly since when can't I just scan from the device window.... :/
 
Got myself an used copy of NFS Underground and tried literally everything for over an hour to install it. Why did I have to get a cracked exe file for it to work. 💀
 
I cannot be bothered with work and can't stop thinking how good it'll be to be out of this job...if that ever happens. I should've taken today off to recover from finals.

Also, I am the biggest dumb dumb as I have once again ran out of my meds before my doctors appointment 🙃 oh boy i can't wait to be irritable, nauseous, dizzy and depressed for 2 days until I get my prescription, all while I'm working!!
 
I can't revisit an old forum I used to go on.
I wanted to revisit it but now its gone forever.
 
I really really don’t want to be awake right now, lol.​
 
Ya'll are goddamn idiots. Listen, you're telling me to just stop taking my antidepressants? Looks like you're gonna suffer the aftermath of me without medication then. Knowing them, they'll probably think I'm possessed and call the priest again. Well listen up ignorant and old-fashioned *******s - you can't just make a person go cold turkey. It's like tellin' someone to just quit smoking or drinking liquor. It takes goddamn time. It's been like a year since I started taking anti-depressants, and ya'll are saying that I'm going to start losing my memory and have cognitive trouble.

Look, it's either being patient with me or experience a 'possessed and psychotic' daughter. Simple.
 
I didn’t read the description properly~ so I got the wrong Smart DVD player because it’s not a wireless one... so someone is gonna come collect it & I’ll get my money back XD
 
I saw that it'll be a period of above 30 degrees celcius/86 degrees fahrenheit with high humidity soon. Which means that this ac-less flat will heat up to 35/95 degrees. I hope I can handle it, I still have to work. Oh ****, I hope my computer will work at those temperatures!
 
Had a very vivid dream of being at my dads house. He wasn't there but I just kinda had a walk down memory lane. I'm pretty melancholy.
 
Had a very vivid dream of being at my dads house. He wasn't there but I just kinda had a walk down memory lane. I'm pretty melancholy.

Hey, Weiss. Just wanted to say that I’ve been positive for most of the day, but this is the one thing that has been on my mind all day and I’m really sorry you‘ve had to deal with this. I’ve enjoyed getting to know you as a friend and I hope you feel better soon.

Here’s a sheep to try and lighten your mood :)

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Passed out like blackout fainted? Are you okay now? (I know this was yesterday but still)
I think I am. My room was over 100 degrees. I slept on my couch last night downstairs because being in my room is nauseating atm. California has no mercy whenit comes to the sun 🥵
 
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