What's Bothering You?

One of my dogs had surgery the other day to get two lumps removed, suspected to be breast cancer. She seems to be recovering okay, but she also seems really down. She can't jump on anything for two weeks, and she literally jumps on anything, including the bar stools that are 6 times her height. So that makes it hard to suddenly tell her not jump on anything, while our other dog gets to do anything. Her stitches look incredibly sore as well, as she had a reaction to the bandages that she had on immediately after the surgery which probably aggravated the wound even further. I just hope that they heal over the coming weeks :( I feel so sorry for her </3

I’m really sorry about this, Nessa. Having pets that are injured can be stressful. I have a cat that has diabetes that requires shots everyday, but I don’t think I’ve ever had a pet with something like this. I hope she feels better and recovers soon. 💚
 
Once again, rude awakenings.

I thought my dad had short circuited the house but it might actually the dumb **** neighbors who have frickin tall bamboo. This is a repeat occurence of the bamboo not only taking out power lines but one time it caught fire. I need the noise of the AC to sleep, so now I'm awake earlier than I normally am. Also with the power out I can't make any breakfast or lunch. Who needs food anyway?
 
If I were you I would splurge on a new bedding set and find a way to keep the door shut. I've four cats and do not let them in my room because I don't want them on my sheets. I love them but they like to sleep on my pillows and it causes my skin to breakout. 😓
I'm not allergic to him or anything, and he's only four months old so I'm sure eventually he will chill out a bit (I would hope he stops doing it but apparently my mom's dog licks her bed too. What a dumby). Keeping the door shut would be interesting, cause I actually have it shut to keep him *in* my room (if I just let him roam the house he will pick up every ball of cat hair he can find).

Yknow everyone is like OMG I LOVE PUPPIES SO MUCH but like. Are you kidding? They're so ridiculous to take care of. They're practically a human toddler. Kittens aren't anywhere near this ridiculous to care for lol.
 
"people choose to be gay/bi/etc"

this is so ugly. so ugly. shut up. i can't believe people are this narrow minded in the year 2020, like how do you even function with this small of a brain. i want to rant about this **** so bad right now but like. i'll bite my tongue. i hate bigots
I was too tired to comment on this earlier, but this literally made me want to throw my laptop against the wall. so so so ignorant. and then I’m reminded that there are still tons of people in the world who actually think this way. how are people so stupid. I remember when I was younger I literally could not even comprehend that there was any kind of argument against people being lgbtq. and honestly I still don’t really get how people can be this ignorant ugh.
 
My neighbours are having a party in their garden right now. Not only does it violate social distancing rules but I can hear their music over my TV - and I'm on the opposite side of the house!
 
My neighbours are having a party in their garden right now. Not only does it violate social distancing rules but I can hear their music over my TV - and I'm on the opposite side of the house!

That’s rude of them. Can they learn to keep it down?

Yeah, stuff like that annoys me too. I used to live in apartments (which is bad if next-door neighbors play loud music), but as of 2010, that is no longer the case. Even when I lived in actual houses, I still heard loud music from other houses in the backyards. Now I live out in the country, so if anybody is having a loud music party, I can’t hear it in any part if the house (or even outside).
 
Yesterday at work, other employees: Let's make everythin easy for the closer, lets keep the place clean and do as much as we can so the closer has it easy tonight.
I worked the mid that day.

Today: skrew the closer, *manager makes opener leave earlier than normal* I come in with 3 racks of stuff to do, not to mention ALL the cleaning I have to do by myself, along with phone orders, in store orders, packing, stocking pulling the floor more stuff I don't feel like typing out. Basically it's alot for one person. Me. I'm the closer tonight.

They wanna make everythin easy for the other closer cause, what? She complains, she's older? I keep my mouth shut at the appropriate times and I get treated like this. Being young makes my job easier? I get joint discomfort daily now. I have an injury. I get tired more easily. My health is the lowest it's ever been in all my life.

But ofcourse if I speak up I'm going to be seen as having an attitude problem and being rude to my manager, and my manager will be more than happy to say that to the next job I apply to.
 
I’ve been breaking out in stress hives for the past five days because of things beyond my control.

Needless to say, I’m going to schedule an appointment with my therapist because I genuinely do not feel as if things will improve if I continue on like this.
 
Once again, rude awakenings.

I thought my dad had short circuited the house but it might actually the dumb **** neighbors who have frickin tall bamboo. This is a repeat occurence of the bamboo not only taking out power lines but one time it caught fire. I need the noise of the AC to sleep, so now I'm awake earlier than I normally am. Also with the power out I can't make any breakfast or lunch. Who needs food anyway?
No muffins?
 
ok this is probably really stupid but it's been bothering me all day. my dad gave my phone number to his buddy's daughter bc apparently she wants to play tennis with me (or maybe he just talked her into it, idk). and yes i know it's good to be social, but i feel really uncomfortable being forced into social situations, especially with people i don't even know. i don't want to seem rude so of course i replied to her when she messaged me, but in reality i do not want to meet up with her and i'm super stressed out about it.
 
My neighbours are having a party in their garden right now. Not only does it violate social distancing rules but I can hear their music over my TV - and I'm on the opposite side of the house!
I had a neighbor that made me want to buy large, ear covering headphones. You don't want to be the one to call the cops on them. You also don't want to find kitchen knives in the back yard after a manic episode.
 
i'm scared i'm going to become an alcoholic like my dad because i've been drinking like every day as a way to feel good and it's definitely not a way to escape reality but it just........it feels so GOOD and i'm happy and talkative after and say stupid things and idk. i don't want to be just like him, or even my mom who i love with my whole heart, but she has her own vices that i wish i could help her with. i don't want to become the person i've been afraid of becoming - which is ..... both of them honestly. i want to be different.
 
They keep giving me tube tops.
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i'm scared i'm going to become an alcoholic like my dad because i've been drinking like every day as a way to feel good and it's definitely not a way to escape reality but it just........it feels so GOOD and i'm happy and talkative after and say stupid things and idk. i don't want to be just like him, or even my mom who i love with my whole heart, but she has her own vices that i wish i could help her with. i don't want to become the person i've been afraid of becoming - which is ..... both of them honestly. i want to be different.
When I enjoy a bubbly, it's usually a hard soda or two at the end of the work week, not every week either.
 
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So, my parents force their beliefs on me. When I was 12, I came out to them as bisexual. I told my mom and she said that I was too young to even be thinking about that, but my psychiatrists have said 12-14 is when people stary exploring themselves. I told my dad and he gave me the whole "It was Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve".
My parents are mildly Christian. After a few long hard months of exploring myself, I found out my religion. I told my parents that I was spiritual, not religious. My mom said if you worship nature, why not worship who made nature. I was highly agitated. I then asked my dad if I could not say the blessing at dinner anymore to exercise my freedom of religion. On multiple occasions afterwards, I was forced to say the blessing. His excuse was "I want you to have a connection with God."
A few years after that, I discovered that I am gay. I am at the point in my life where I can't tell my parents that without having a blowup (we are a dysfunctional family).
My BFF is also exploring herself, and she also can't tell her parents anything because her parents are worse than mine.

Anyways, just wanted to rant :p
 
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