What's Bothering You?

I got into a fight... with my mom. And then my sister... she said things. She threatened me, and it just keeps replaying in my head She said she'd fight me if I kept up... my behavior. She didn't care how I felt. It was about supporting our mom, no matter what.I hate being autistic. It makes everything harder. They just don’t understand, and I just... I hate talking to them. I wish they would just leave me alone, stop judging every little thing I do.And if I mess up again, they'll take my stuff away. My phone, my charger... It’s like I’m on thin ice all the time.
 
Over the past year, we have become friends with this one couple and they actually seem interested in socializing with us. Either way, they have been having a hard time recently with employment and it just really sucks because everytime it looks like things are going to go well, something else happens that squish it. It isn't self destructive things either, but things outside their control or influence.
Like recently, the company decided to do construction and remodel and relocation of employees, resulting in cutting their commission which results in workers paying to have a job rather than being paid to work. And then the health insurance going up a ridiculous amount too.
I just hope something works out for them soon.
Employment alone is hard, but it's even harder with health problems or kids or debt hanging in the background too.
Also, if AI going to be implemented everywhere, what is going to be done to help people who can't seem to find a way to adapt to such a huge change for income/employment? I mean yeah I guess a universal income to cover basic needs is an idea.. but like I'd imagine most people would still want to do something? And I'd be surprised if they could afford a hobby on that. Would places take volunteers? Would they allow them to eventually merge and actually get paid something?
Oof rabbit holes that are kind of a time waster. We don't know anything in life until it is happening real time.
 
My work made a rule where we have to show up 20 minutes before we open for a "team meeting". The meeting has never happened. My coworkers just sit around talking about nothing. I am wasting my time. I am NOT a morning or pep person. I've been there the longest. I don't need this bs
 
Being told by my younger brother "I don't really love you" hurts a lot more than I thought it would. I don't understand why he's such an ******* (besides the fact he's a teenager, I guess). He's rude, selfish, manipulative, and a pathological liar. I've had it up to here with his ****ty attitude and hurtful words.
 
not feeling good right now; kinda feeling clammy. i hope i’m not getting sick. i probably need to dust and vaccuum…

Also having social anxiety. I did a follow up to something since I didn’t want to drag a conversation on. I’m worried that it might come across wrong or what I had said earlier.

bothered by something else. not sure what to do.
 
I've been trying to keep myself distracted since my mental health was really bad last month but every so often something will come up that I wasn't expecting and I will be unhappy with everything again. Feels like everyday now I secretly get mad about something very specific I can't get myself to address. I don't like confrontation and it's a very difficult situation.
 
So, I have progressed to the next stage of an apprenticeship, the only problem with this next stage is that they want me to answer certain questions via a video recording, not an interview, no, I have to sit down and record myself answering a question outloud and I am extremely uncomfortable with this.
I don't know why I am feeling like this, but I just don't like it this way?
Aparently, I will have ten mins to preprare for each question but that just stresses me out even more. I don't even know what to do about this.
 
Chris said:
Work yesterday was horrific. I'm angry, and my manager is too. I ended up phoning my mum when I got home to vent for 40 minutes. No desire to go back today, but the mortgage and bills need paid so here we go.
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Well, today continues to suck. Regret coming in.

Bless good colleagues. The only two people who have been informed what happened are concerned and working to (a) get me in touch with my predecessor, who apparently had a similar experience before retirement, to see if she'd be willing to talk to me and (b) are getting me the contact info for a union rep. And my manager and his manager are supporting me.
 
now that my my arm/wrist feels like it's healing (although, it still feels sore/hurts a bit ...
don't want to jinx it .. still hurts when i bend it __ __ ) , lightworks has to go & freeze itself again! while i was extracting my video __ __ i had to force-close it... & reopen it... __ __

why you do that, lightworks?! :eek:
but as always, my videos on there are fine ^^
 
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