What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

This is minor. I’m starting to have doubts about something I had included in my collage. I forgot to post some stuff I wanted to say with my entry I think partially because I’m tired now and was ready to be done.

I’m frustrated with myself for submitting it. I should’ve maybe gave it one more day.

 

[SkyKnight03]

I've always had a fear of exclusion. Even during times of my life when my confidence is higher and I feel relatively self assured.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I forgot where these screws came from.

 

[Midoriya]

Doesn't matter. Irrelevant family drama.

 

[VernalLapin]

These disgusting ai em*ji keep invading my pinterest feed. I want normal pngs not something that disgusts me on two levels.

 

[Chris]

After dealing with a "stomachache" for 24hrs+ I've realised the pain isn't actually coming from my stomach. And it is getting worse. Hope I can get a doctors appointment tomorrow.

This has ramped up overnight - the pain has spread to my lower back. Annoyingly I can't even make an appointment until I get to work.

 

[Seastar]

Spoiler

So of course I still can't afford healthcare or anything like that. There's so many things I need to get done but I haven't been able to for about 5 years.
Recently I have been having unknown pain in a location that concerns me but again, I can't do anything about that whatsoever. I'm not sure if I even want to know what it possibly is because I already feel mentally awful from the fact I can't do anything about it.
I've been fearful for my life on and off the past couple of years for various reasons and I don't know how much more of this I will go through.

 

[Dinosaur]

Soo stressed about my doctor appointment later today. This is my second time seeing a specialist for this and Im just really hoping I dont get pushed aside as "nah you're fine" again.

 

[Wolfsbane]

Seasonal feel bads. I'm not even halfway through the day and I'm already exhausted. :c

 

[sleepey]

feeling a bit lost and doubtful that things will change, but i at least feel more steady than i did yesterday

 

[Suguri]

Deleted, just a bunch of school nonsense. Doing fine otherwise

 

[Chris]

Doctors denied antibiotics to treat a bacterial infection woo. Suffering through a busy work week continues! Last time I had this I came close to being hospitalised.

Why project week? I'm the only person in my role so I can't take sick leave.

 

[Seastar]

I'm very on edge because of something that happened. I would say but I don't know if it's too much information. Let's just say I really don't want to live here. It doesn't seem safe.
I was actually shaking. Terrifying experience.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I'm tired of hiding my Overwatch Hanzo oppai mousepad from the landlady and such. It is very comfortable.

 

[Stella-Io]

With no context this isn't gonna make much sense but I don't feel like typing all that. Basically long story short I do somethin nice for someone and ending up paying for it, literally, with real money. My whole evening has a wrench thrown in it, I had a list of things I needed to do, to which most will not get done now. Now my food I ordered isn't even being made according to the tracker, food that I ordered as 'comfort food' (yes I know it can be bad but this isn't a thing I do often, like once in a blue moon). I have a headache and I'm tired and seems like things are not going right tonight. Not looking forward to the rest of tonight.

I just want some hot greasy pizza and cheesy bread man.

 

[Mimi Cheems]

My birthday is coming up; so I should be happy.
However, I noticed something in a small server that bothered me slightly- and the more I think about it. The more it bothers me. I feel like none of my friends *actually* like me. And I feel like my boyfriend just doesn’t have interest in seeing me or spending time with me anymore. I know he’s been depressed lately.. but I haven’t seen him in about 3 weeks. He lives close, so I’m not.. exactly sure why he can’t come see me.. I know depression is hard, because I struggle with it too and my BPD and many other things.. and.. I don’t know I just.. worry he’s seeing somebody else, or that he doesn’t like me anymore.
I was really looking forward to my birthday, and Valentine’s Day this year.. but now I’m just.. expecting the bare minimum. I know it’s silly but this year is my golden birthday so I was really excited about celebrating it.. :’)
Idk. I’ll probably delete this later but I feel so overwhelmed. I thought I was feeling more stable lately, but perhaps I’m just getting better at being numb or used to things that bother me. :/

 

[chocovelvetcake]

Spoiler: might delete later

I hate how blunt I can be sometimes, especially when I'm telling people about themselves. It's like I wanna help them, but I also don't want to hurt their feelings, to put it that way.

Even if I don't wind up insulting them or cussing them out, I can still tell that they're hurt by what I said. I do have really bad anxiety (which I'm medicated for) and I have a bit of a temper, which is a really bad combo, and I've lashed out on people (both online and irl) more than I can count with my fingers.

However, my temper doesn't make me a terrible person, and I don't want anyone (especially on this forum) to see me as some "mean-spirited, angry *****." This is part of the reason why I don't really like confronting people about their issues, even if they want me to.

If you're gonna reply to this post, PLEASE don't give me any medical advice or tell me to seek therapy. I don't have the money for therapy at this moment, and I don't even know if I'll going to get therapy. And as for the whole "anger issues" thing, I'm trying my very best to control my temper. Yes, I know there's anger management classes. I've been dealing with these angry outbursts for pretty much most of my life. I'm not perfect, but at least I'm actually trying to get better. Sorry if this sound harsh.

 

[daringred_]

only had like two hours of sleep

 

[Giddy]

So I went out for lunch and I decided to wear my friendship bracelet that I got from the TBT mailbox prize from last year.
And I seem to misplace it somewhere, I believe I remember coming home with it still on but because my memory is so bad and since I've been looking at home I'm been overworrying where it is

 

[daringred_]

scalpers ruining my morning. those mini tins i really wanted to grab one or two of came into stock locally this morning. my sister went to grab me one first thing, was there before the store even opened and then they told her they'd already sold out ?? she said she saw someone carrying a bunch so it looks like despite a) not letting you click and collect and b) stating there was a limit on the product page, they still sold them all to one person lmao. i hate to give into scalpers online but it looks like i have no choice. gonna have to buy some for the stupid marked up price and then the other ones empty. kinda really soured my enjoyment of pokemon as a whole tbh ://