What's Bothering You?

Woke-up with a headache and awful stomach ache. Got up early, took care of the animals, got dressed, and now nursing a can of Sprite until I need to leave for work. Thank god it is a quiet day. I'm the only person working in the department.
It has been 24hrs and the stomachache still persists.

Getting through work was a struggle yesterday, and today will be too. Spent the night on the couch so as not to bother my partner with the constant bathroom visits. I just want this to stop now please. :(
 
I’m horrified (to put it lightly) by some things I saw on my feed on twitter (not surprised though considering what it was about).

I’m a little frustrated with my mood swing. I can’t focus tonight.
 
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alright....

this isn't really a ''i feel really bad or something'' type of bother.. so no 'hug'' reactions are needed :3

but....
have you ever had a moment where you actually hear a line of a song where you thought you heard something different? .... (i felt i knew how it was sung.. but i wasn't sure...) until just now

for me, it was, until just now... the song ''just begun'' from the slayers anime with the line ''Tada katsu tame ni '' ... i thought she was singing ''tatakau'' tame ni 😅 ahhhhhh!! 😲:rolleyes: but... i think i should've thought about hearing harder 😅 my world got turned upside down... 🤷‍♂️


 
Feeling so stressed and agitated because of work, mostly my coworkers and customers being entitled *******s. I come home for lunch to my dad being pissed, so he takes it out on me. Then Spotify stops working again, but honestly the whole damn platform is infuriating to deal with. I'm tired and pissed, but I got another three hours to endure here.

I still have to get my college stuff in order before my semester starts next month, but I can't bring myself to do it. I was pretty excited to see my family during Christmas... But after finding out my older brother might not even be there, I'm not sure if I feel like going.

Just a bunch of stupid little stuff that piles up, basically. I'm having a ****ing awful day. I wanna go home.
 
Dunno why I look at tweets/youtube comments to see peoples reactions to stuff like movies, music, or video games, all people do on the internet is ***** and moan and spread negativity over the smallest things. I get people have opinions but these morons just ruin everything for me. Social media's just a toxic wasteland.
 
I'm in the process of making cookie dough for Christmas cookies that I'm going to bake on Sunday and Monday. I'm like 75% sure I forgot to add a dry ingredient to one of the doughs but it was already put away in the fridge. Going to test the dough and see if they come out right, and if not, I'll just try to incorporate the ingredient...somehow lol.

So annoyed.
 
My family can't do Christmas shopping until the day after this year. I shouldn't mind, except... Everyone is going to be talking about Christmas online. This isn't a small thing. It's also just not going to feel much like Christmas that day. I do have virtual presents to go open on that day, but it's not going to feel the same without the irl part. I don't know if we're even going to put up the tree and stockings because I doubt there was much gotten earlier this month.
I also had to wait until the day after my birthday for my present and it felt like the most underwhelming birthday I ever had. I can't believe the exact same feeling is going to happen to Christmas.
Also, I don't expect it to be easy to find good presents the day after...

I should also be concerned about grocery shopping because I am stuck eating very poorly again. This has been happening on and off this whole year and I hate it.
 
I despairingly woke up last night into a brutal panic attack. I felt like falling over and my heart rate was out of control. I haven't gone through one that intense in several years and I had forgotten just how nasty it can be. Thankfully it calmed down within about 60 seconds. But those 60 seconds felt like impending death. I was terrified.

I have yet to find who in my family I feel comfortable talking with about this. I'm scared of it happening again and it's unfortunate to be alone through them.

I hoped to never go through that again. I remember my nights of hospitalization due to anxiety and I wasn't far from that.
 
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