What's Bothering You?

the mouse was just in my room AGAIN 😖

It has set off traps and has taken bait off before and IS STILL ALIVE SOMEHOW. i want this thing GONE, i can’t stay in my room anymore knowing that the dirty nasty mf has been on my floor.
 
I‘m glad I’m not the only one who feels like that at times. I feel so guilty as I love Blossom so much, but there are some days where she is extremely hyperactive and needs a lot of attention. No matter how many toys or chews I leave out, she only wants attention from me. I wish especially when I have an arthritis flare up that she would calm down as I can barely look after myself let alone anyone or anything else. My Dad helps as much as he can but he has limited mobility, and my brother is so lazy he wouldn’t even walk her. I hate crating her during the day, but sometimes I need to otherwise I wouldn’t get any cleaning or tidying done. As I’m writing this she is chewing on an old cardboard box. ❤️
 
I don’t know if I can trust Owlphibia anymore. They keep saying that The Ghost and Molly McGee will not continue after Season 2 ends, yet it’s been said multiple times that it’s Disney’s decision whether or not they’ll renew the show for a third season (which hasn’t been announced yet).

I would also like to say that Owlphibia has been leaking content onto their twitter account. Where are they getting their leaks? Is this even legal?
 
I found out that my Switch Lite online subscription is used up, now I have to buy another one.

No biggie anyway, I am bothered as I wanted to dream an island I've been wanting to dream a week ago yet never got around to do it until now, and this happens...
 
I found out that my Switch Lite online subscription is used up, now I have to buy another one.

No biggie anyway, I am bothered as I wanted to dream an island I've been wanting to dream a week ago yet never got around to do it until now, and this happens...
Probably a controversial take, but I wish NSO was only a one-time payment.
 
brother starting a whole argument with my mom over a desk. she said he can't buy one because there's no room for it and she doesn't want to throw out our kitchen table to make room. (fair, if you ask me, esp. because what he wants the desk for, he can and does use said table for anyway.) so, he starts shouting that he's going to be halving his rent and then saying he doesn't get fed here when he literally eats the most food in the house and she pays for a bunch of his groceries ???????????? he wouldn't find anywhere with all the perks he has here for the rent he currently pays, let alone half, but i'd love to see him try because he's genuinely nothing but a nuisance and obsessed with causing aggravation.
 
i just want to reach out to someone and say “hey” “yo” “i think we share a lot of interests you seem very cool let’s talk” “not gonna lie we should be friends compadre” but even thinking about it makes my heart race and my social anxiety tells me “you’d be bothering them” “they don’t want to deal with you” “nah you’ll be ignored don’t try”. and even with my friends i want to just… hit up a conversation. but the same thoughts stop me. i always feel such a need for every interaction to be perfect that they never happen.
 
Thinking about how my friendship/bond/whatever it is with my favorite person is the only person I had a genuine connection to. I don't think I had a real friend up until that point? I realized that I tried HARD to fit in at school and just wasn't making any real progress. I forget most of this situation, but I remember getting someone's number in school and calling only for them to ask who I was. I had multiple situations in school where I was excluded in groups and even felt the need to cut class during group assignments to avoid sitting there like an idiot. School shouldn't be a place for trauma, but it's like that for some people. I'm glad I graduated, because kids these days only seem to have gotten worse.
 
Tomorrow is my first day of work. I’m so nervous and self-conscious about my appearance. It has been a long time since I’ve worked in an office.

Also, I can tell already that I’m going to miss my niblings tomorrow.

Edit: And now my head hurts too. Great.
 
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