What's Bothering You?

second night in a row of me having nightmares and waking up thinking there's a threat in my room when there isn't, I often wonder if I'm also flailing around or yelling in my sleep.

I woke up a few hours ago thinking some fictional being was trying to break in through my window and hurt me for not following through with something I said I would do. I had to get up and shut/lock my window out of fear. now I understand that that's a silly thing to be scared of, a thread that's far from being real, but it actually caused me to wake up with an anxiety attack and that really was not fun at all. felt like my heart was beating out of my chest.

if these nightmares/hallucinations continue I'll probably have to contact my doctor or therapist or whoever, I really can't keep dealing w this and never getting a good sleep at all.

also I know it's like not even 6am but FR has been down for 12+ hours now. hope the staff aren't too overwhelmed and can get it fixed soon. I really want to play again soon but I understand the situation, it's just frustrating on both sides.
 
My flatmate left an angry message in the group chat pointed at me. He accused me of letting his dog off the leash. I didn't touch the leash? I've learnt to leave his dog along despite the lack of care. Thanks for accusing me 🙄
 
my dog passed away today after 2 months of constant illness that could barely be kept stable. It was slipping, everything we couldve done other than euthanasia wouldve been invasive and likely just put her through more suffering. Im gonna miss her a lot. My siblings didnt get to give her a proper goodbye and her little brother keeps looking for her. Im trying to stay with him& hes gonna be a spoiled only child now i guess.

It's been a rough couple of months and I have a midterm coming up right when it's all hitting its peak. I hope everything turns out okay. I hope I'm able to communicate effectively to my professor and other program people and my classmate who I've got group projects with.
 
It'd be funny if they announce the currency decreased in value. So you get .01% back in exchange.
kinda, we are able to buy backdrops w the currency. plus I'm #1 on the leader board, dunno if I should be proud or ashamed of myself.


I was thriving in chaos for like 27 hours straight and now that it's suddenly all over I don't know what to do w myself 😭💀
maybe I'll just take the evening to chill, def have lots to do tomorrow since I've been putting it all off bc of the event oops--
 
honestly believe that my greatest tragedy on this forum is that I, certified number one Super Mario fanatic on probably the entire forum, will never be able to get a Super Star collectible. i wish there were more Super Mario themed collectibles, I know there's the goomba, the waluigi egg (ehhh barely, could really benefit from the upside down L emblem), daisy egg, yoshi egg. but I wish there were more SM collectibles that aren't eggs.

idk every time I see a line up w a Super Star it makes me feel a little sad, maybe with good luck it'll come back in a future event and I'll have another shot... 😔


edit: I feel a bit better now, I think sometimes getting my thoughts out there abt what's bothering me helps a lot. it is really unfortunate, not having a Super Star, but it's not the end of the world. plus I have so many other things to be grateful for :blush:
 
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Our sweet, sweet little boy is in the operating room right now. He’s such a brave boy and here I am a waterwork factory. 😭
aww I know I've said this multiple times but I hope everything turns out okay for your guys 💖



I hate when I have to wake up early and do stuff cause I always have to wait a few hours before I can eat, and like right now I can tell I'm hungry but I know if I eat something I'll be very nauseated. but I have to do video calls this morning and I can't just get up to eat when I want, so when it suddenly hits me that I can actually eat I have to wait til I have free time. I had the same issue in high school and it's just annoying to deal with. I also ofc have to wait to take my meds for the same reason, and sometimes by the time I can actually eat I forget to take them 😬
 
Didn't sleep well, or really at all last night :/
It's the kind of weird sleep where you just lay in bed and daydream but get no "real" sleep ahahah, I feel like poop right now.
 
aww I know I've said this multiple times but I hope everything turns out okay for your guys 💖



I hate when I have to wake up early and do stuff cause I always have to wait a few hours before I can eat, and like right now I can tell I'm hungry but I know if I eat something I'll be very nauseated. but I have to do video calls this morning and I can't just get up to eat when I want, so when it suddenly hits me that I can actually eat I have to wait til I have free time. I had the same issue in high school and it's just annoying to deal with. I also ofc have to wait to take my meds for the same reason, and sometimes by the time I can actually eat I forget to take them 😬
Eating straightaway when you get up is good for you - it has a positive impact on appetite and metabolism. If you aim to eat something very light like a single slice of toast, a yoghurt, a cookie, etc when you wake-up it should help you feel human more quickly and ease the nausea when you actually come to eat a proper breakfast.
 
I used out most of my food stamps from last month and I have to wait all the way in April 23rd just to get more. This price gouging is something else.
 
Eating straightaway when you get up is good for you - it has a positive impact on appetite and metabolism. If you aim to eat something very light like a single slice of toast, a yoghurt, a cookie, etc when you wake-up it should help you feel human more quickly and ease the nausea when you actually come to eat a proper breakfast.
yeah I could maybe try to eat a piece of breaded toast to get myself settled and get my metabolism going. that would prob be a good idea cause it honestly can take about 2-4 hours before I can really eat something after I wake up in the morning.
 
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