What's Bothering You?

my dog Dani, who's 1 year old, has recently been shaking a lot. We've had some remodeling done recently at our house so we think it's the noise from demoing our kitchen and bathrooms, but it really makes me sad to see her so anxious. That's also best case scenario (that it's only anxiety), it could also be something more serious but the only unusual symptom about her is trembling while at home and occasional panting when it's not even hot out.
 
update on me, I think I may have a sinus infection. I've had a nasty sinus headache all day and I've taken Sudafed and ibuprofen with no luck. I also feel pretty nauseous and tired. I wonder if my job has anything to do with it, I've never had allergy testing done but I think I may have a mild cat allergy. I never ever get sinus infections and me getting a new job is the only thing that's changed recently.

so anyways I guess I'll have to see if I can talk to my doctor tomorrow, until then I just have to be miserable dealing with all this pressure and pain in my sinuses and drainage 😞
 
I've been spoiling my rabbit with those boxes of organic fancy lettuce but that crap is expensive so I bought the regular heads of non-organic green leaf lettuce and he won't eat it. What a butt. It's like 8 bucks for one box of the good stuff
 
I really want to be involved with the forums and tbt fair but I have no motivation. With my grandpa's death and funeral its been hard to make time for tbt and I wish I was more active. I miss it.
 
Just feeling incredibly depressed and anxious. I had a nasty run-in with my boss which I can't get off my mind. I just feel like quitting after that, and realizing it's not going to get better 😕
 
I'm tried of getting sharky comments and getting "you're being rude!" for basically just existing
 
I haven't been about to sleep tonight and we are supposed to start loading up for Houston (which we will be hitting the road at 6 this morning). .---.
 
Typos, my typos. Ugh! It never fails lol. I can sit there and "fix" my typos, thinking they are gone, and they will still be there mocking me later with a different look. I would blame my phone, as the keyboard is small.. and it has those pre typed word things that insert themselves... but unfortunately I seem to make similar mistakes on the pc as well, just less often. lol
 
feeling so tired and sickly. I can't set up an appt with my doctor bc his office isn't open again til monday morning, meaning I have to go to work tomorrow and monday feeling like this. I don't even have the energy to edit a video I recorded last night, I keep drifting in and out of focus and not really paying attention to the parts I want to edit out. I know I need to rest but I always feel like I'm just being lazy and useless when I do that. I can't rest without feeling guilty.

also my SO is dealing with a lot of difficult stuff right now and I feel so bad, wish I could just take him away from all the bad vibes 😔
 
I’m too embarrassed to tell my partner that I wish they were a bit sweeter to me lol!! He’s already very sweet but I’m feeling kind of sick atm and I need extra love </3
 
My self esteem is just so low right now, and has been for a few months now. I just don't like who I am. I feel like an outcast compared to everyone I'm surrounded by. I don't have friends, I don't have a partner or kids (nor the desire to have either), I'm not super active, I'm not super sociable and outgoing. I'm just super boring. My anxiety stops me from doing regular things in my job and it probably effects my performance. I keep making mistakes which gets me down. I just wish I was a different person.
 
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