What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I'm also going to a funeral tomorrow, not sure yet if I can handle it mentally cause I haven't been to a funeral in over a decade and historically I haven't taken people's deaths very well :,,,,,,)
I think the death of my grandpa back in January has kinda given me trauma in a way. now I'm worried about losing everyone in my life, even my pets and especially my mom. I spend a lot of time just worrying about losing them. one of my cats is already 9 years old and I just constantly wonder how much longer she has. my dog is only 2 years old and I worry about losing him. I think losing my cat Daisy in 2018 when she was only a year and a half old and was perfectly healthy just a few days before really ****ed me up.
nyx~
~killutora~
My covid symptoms just won't go away ugh. I started showing symptoms last Friday and was supposed to go back to school yesterday but here I am still at home coughing and going through boxes of tissues...I just hope I feel better by my birthday next week ;-;
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
My dad is so stubborn. He failed to fix the chair and what happened was I was going to sit on it and then I fell to the ground. I'm okay for the most part but I am very angry with my dad for not fixing the chair. He tried to play the victim saying "Oh you should checked to see if it was safe" when that is just being in denial because he should've known that the chair wasn't fixed and could've at least given me a warning before it happened.
Windows Update. Stop asking me to restart when I hardly got it booted up, ffs.
Also yeah had to email that store and ask them to start a case with this package. On the other hand two other ones seems to be on their way so that's good.
Also yeah had to email that store and ask them to start a case with this package. On the other hand two other ones seems to be on their way so that's good.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I can't tell if I'm hungry bc I actually need to eat or if it's boredom hunger and I really wish I knew so I could decide whether or not I need to eat 
I often forget what time I eat in the morning/afternoon so idek how long it's been lmao
I often forget what time I eat in the morning/afternoon so idek how long it's been lmao
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
I just chew on sugar free gum to help me stop thinking about food. Yeah one of the hardest things about being healthy is trying your best to eat the right food and of course struggling to get that food in stores because its expensive. So I know how it feels like when trying to find food that is good to eat and not the bad ones.I can't tell if I'm hungry bc I actually need to eat or if it's boredom hunger and I really wish I knew so I could decide whether or not I need to eat
DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
Another co-worker is leaving... are you kidding me... I really hate the thought of not having an income while I look for a new job, but honestly, I don't think I can take much more of this place. This is the absolute WORST I have ever seen it here. They can't keep anyone.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I had a really bad day at school today. Math class went pretty okay, except that our teacher was rushing the class 'cause she was impatient. I know that we're getting our standardized tests soon, but sheesh, give us more time to solve the problems at least.
Gym was just awful. We had to run the trail (the interior part) twice, which I guess is equal to the 1.6 kilometres that our teacher wants us to run. But I had to keep stopping 'cause my calves were hurting a ton, and then I realized that I was one of the last to finish the trail. I freaked out knowing that I wouldn't be able to catch up, and I hyperventilated (which doesn't go well when you're already out of breath from running). One of my classmates passed by me and called me a loser, then they took a log and put it in my way, I had to move it and a branch scratched my leg. I ended up getting 21 minutes, which is 10 minutes more than my usual time. I felt so ashamed. I was on the brink of tears, so I had to skip the second half of class to go to Mediation.
My friends didn't talk to me much during lunch, even though I was visibly upset. I felt so invisible. And one of my "friends" walked up to me and asked why I was ignoring them, and I said that I wasn't. A few minutes later, they come back and just stare at me, which just made me uncomfortable. I said: "So are you just gonna stare at me, or are you gonna say something?" They just scoffed and walked away. I'll admit, that did come off as a bit rude, so I'm also at fault here.
English wasn't much better. We're doing a film noir project, and part of it was to take pictures. My team-mates asked me if I was ready, and I said no. They ignored me and I followed them to get the costumes. I kept telling them that I wasn't all there today and that we should do this on Monday, and again they ignored me. I just went back to class and slept. When they came back, they said: "Why did you bail us, [deadname]?" I ignored them and walked away.
French was kinda easy I guess, but we have to write a texte explicatif about an organ. I got distracted by making some posts here on TBT and playing Tetris. I was very unproductive. There's no way I'll be able to write this paper.
So yeah, today was really sucky. I'm so glad I'm back home now.
Gym was just awful. We had to run the trail (the interior part) twice, which I guess is equal to the 1.6 kilometres that our teacher wants us to run. But I had to keep stopping 'cause my calves were hurting a ton, and then I realized that I was one of the last to finish the trail. I freaked out knowing that I wouldn't be able to catch up, and I hyperventilated (which doesn't go well when you're already out of breath from running). One of my classmates passed by me and called me a loser, then they took a log and put it in my way, I had to move it and a branch scratched my leg. I ended up getting 21 minutes, which is 10 minutes more than my usual time. I felt so ashamed. I was on the brink of tears, so I had to skip the second half of class to go to Mediation.
My friends didn't talk to me much during lunch, even though I was visibly upset. I felt so invisible. And one of my "friends" walked up to me and asked why I was ignoring them, and I said that I wasn't. A few minutes later, they come back and just stare at me, which just made me uncomfortable. I said: "So are you just gonna stare at me, or are you gonna say something?" They just scoffed and walked away. I'll admit, that did come off as a bit rude, so I'm also at fault here.
English wasn't much better. We're doing a film noir project, and part of it was to take pictures. My team-mates asked me if I was ready, and I said no. They ignored me and I followed them to get the costumes. I kept telling them that I wasn't all there today and that we should do this on Monday, and again they ignored me. I just went back to class and slept. When they came back, they said: "Why did you bail us, [deadname]?" I ignored them and walked away.
French was kinda easy I guess, but we have to write a texte explicatif about an organ. I got distracted by making some posts here on TBT and playing Tetris. I was very unproductive. There's no way I'll be able to write this paper.
So yeah, today was really sucky. I'm so glad I'm back home now.
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I have a lot to do this evening but I'm so tired I just want to go to bed already 
At what point do I know I've bitten off more than I can chew? At what point do the people around me at work realize that and tell me?
I'm just so ****in stupid, I'm too stupid to do more than the minimum that a job requires of me. I keep wanting to learn more and be able to do everythin but I'm too much of an idiot to be able to do it right. I hear it in the way people talk to my face and one time what my boss might have said about me behind my back when I left the room. I keep messing up, I'm not smart and I have **** memory. I keep making simple mistakes that cost time and stress. Because of my bad memory I ask things and people get annoyed and bothered with me cause they've told me that before, or that I should have had common sense to know the answer. I just get overwhelmed and stressed out. I keep tryin and mess it up. At what point do I just stop kidding myself and stop tryin? At what point do I accept that I'm just a stupid **** who needs to stop tryin to do everythin? That I'm not going to progress to anythin better and that I'm nothing more than a low level worker who can sometimes not even do the bare basics.
I'm not going to amount to anythin, I have no skills or talents and tryin to be better doesn't work.
I'm just so ****in stupid, I'm too stupid to do more than the minimum that a job requires of me. I keep wanting to learn more and be able to do everythin but I'm too much of an idiot to be able to do it right. I hear it in the way people talk to my face and one time what my boss might have said about me behind my back when I left the room. I keep messing up, I'm not smart and I have **** memory. I keep making simple mistakes that cost time and stress. Because of my bad memory I ask things and people get annoyed and bothered with me cause they've told me that before, or that I should have had common sense to know the answer. I just get overwhelmed and stressed out. I keep tryin and mess it up. At what point do I just stop kidding myself and stop tryin? At what point do I accept that I'm just a stupid **** who needs to stop tryin to do everythin? That I'm not going to progress to anythin better and that I'm nothing more than a low level worker who can sometimes not even do the bare basics.
I'm not going to amount to anythin, I have no skills or talents and tryin to be better doesn't work.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
My dad keeps urging me to play Switch Sports online, but I can't. It's because when I got my Switch Lite (the first indicator that I can't play it), I made a new account. That means the account I originally created on my dad's Switch is different than the one on my Switch Lite, and the original account doesn't have Nintendo Online, but the new account does. And of course, my dad immediately thinks this means that the Parental Controls on my Switch Lite don't work, so I have to tell him that they do and prove it, but he's still not convinced. 
I've been trying to find a way to have the same account on both Switches, but the only option I found is to transfer my own account onto my dad's Switch, which means I can only have the account on one Switch.
I've been trying to find a way to have the same account on both Switches, but the only option I found is to transfer my own account onto my dad's Switch, which means I can only have the account on one Switch.Shellzilla_515
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I got an infraction for posting a PICTURE that had a curse word in it, but blocked out using symbols like &#$#* and I've seen like 5 people so far since actually type out curse words and put *** between and nothing happens to themI feel you, I got in an infraction back in July for posting a song, in a song thread. It was because I didn’t put any text. However, I’ve seen a lot of posts with just a song link
Infractions are just jokes to me now
