What's Bothering You?

[_Rainy_]

There is no reason for me to be here today at all. I really don’t like that everyone is sleeping while I’m here, I have no idea what to do, I don’t want to make noise because they’re sleeping. Im sitting down because this house feels oppressive due to it being silent and I can’t breath not sure if im having an anxiety attack or what’s going on .

 

[mogyay]

need to take my hamster to the vet tomorrow which meant i had to cancel a flat viewing i had, my parents made it quite clear they thought i was being dumb for doing that

 

[Midoriya]

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[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler

can't wait for the day when I finally snap and have a mental breakdown bc I can't deal with anything anymore and then people say "oh yeah maybe we pushed them a bit too far"

 

[xSuperMario64x]

another overly tired day

 

[Lyrica]

I just helped a friend whose car was out of gas and now the smell of the gasoline is stuck in my nose. I am having a big headache.

 

[Stella-Io]

My dog just threw up on me, on 3 different peices of clothing

She was sitting in my lap and I didn't realize what she was doin till I finally looked

Now I'm kinda mad at her cause I thought she would have known better than to throw up on me rather than gettin off and doing in on the floor

 

[Alienfish]

my country doing dumb restrictions and keeping them while revoking money support and stuff.. like okay how does that rhyme? lol ofc it will spread since people can afford being at home.....

 

[jiny]

i wanna play acnh but i’m still in the tutorial mode so im too unmotivated to play LOL

 

[daringred_]

i have my therapy assessment tomorrow, and i'm bricking it. my mom says (based on the address) that it's the same place i attended group therapy pre-pandemic, and i'm hoping they don't send me to that again. it was useless, and arguably made my anxiety worse. not to mention that i still have all the materials they gave us, so i don't exactly need to go again. i'd rather go on a waitlist for 1x1, even if it is 6-8 months long and also probably won't help ><

 

[Midoriya]

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[mogyay]

i got told my hamster will die pretty soon unless he has surgery which has a high chance of killing him anyway, so feeling pretty crap today, i hate even looking at him now because i feel so helpless and he looks so small and fragile and i just want to protect him and i know he's just a hamster but i've rly grown attached to my little babies especially during lockdown when i had no friends

 

[xSuperMario64x]

can't believe evening is almost here
today's been kinda rough, been super tired since I woke up (I actually went back to sleep for like 4 hours) and I'm stressing about the state of our house bc I'm expected to keep it clean by myself.

idk I guess I'm just pretty unhappy w my life rn

 

[VanitasFan26]

I've had the worst thanksgiving ever, nobody in my family bothered to cook, all the places were closed so we couldn't go out for dinner, and to add insult to injury I was forced to eat leftover foods for Thanksgiving! Ugh....I am so upset.....

 

[Tindre]

I regret oversharing. I finally found a place I could belong and I already made myself seem weird, eccentric and anmoying. Almost like becoming a charicature of myself. I kinda want to just leave and not see them again.

 

[Midoriya]

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[oak]

My uterus is up to no good.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I've just felt like pure crap today. At least my antidepressants finally let me bawl my eyes out over it. I haven't been this depressed or demotivated since my uni days, which was well over a year ago. If this is all side effects of this new medication, I really hope it goes away soon. If it doesn't, there's no way I'm staying on it. I've had enough of feeling like this over the past decade.

 

[deana]

Having a rough day, I had so much to do today at work for Black Friday sale preparations. My manager somehow gets the day off and I get stuck with all the prep I stayed a little late (unpaid) to finish some things because that's how behind I was and I HATE that, I feel like if I would have stayed clocked in I would get in trouble for it, if I left without finishing I would be in trouble for that, so instead I pick the option where I won't get in trouble but instead work unpaid. I used to do that too much at my old job and I just hate it so much. Also **** Black Friday in general THIS IS CANADA why are we trying to do America things. Everyone still has school and work tomorrow but yet they are expected to find time to come to the mall for some sale we are expected to have because someone else had Thanksgiving today??

Spoiler: but wait theres more

Anyone who works retail is perhaps familiar with bag checks, and I as part of the management have to check other people's bags before they go.. one of the guys who's trying to quit smoking had cigarettes today and it really just set me off. Lung cancer is how my dad died, I've spent more time than I would like to admit this week just ruminating about how much he would probably view my life as a complete failure... which I don't even want to get in to but just seeing that guy had cigs with him again broke my little heart tonight. I didn't say anything and made it through the rest of my day, but I cried on the train home. I don't even really know why it got to me so much but it did.

 

[moo_nieu]

walked to the store in the dark and cold to buy something. got all the way back to my apartment when i realized it fell out of my pocket. darn layers didnt let me feel when it happened. walked back to buy it again in shame and took my hat off and put it in my pocket since i was feeling overheated from all the walking (these are really baggy sweatpants with the deepest pockets i own). got in line back and the store and realized i dropped my cute hat with ears :C said "nooo!" and everyone looked at me rip how embarrassing. found the hat on the way back at least but im bummed about the almost $10 i just dropped thats the price of being stupid i guess. ill never trust my pockets again. oh well lol could have been worse, really happy i found my hat bc i doubt i could replace it