What's Bothering You?

there's this guy in my family studies class that i thought was funny and cool but today, he revealed himself to be a raging transphobe and probably a homophobe too. my class was chilling outside for break and then he asked my friends and i about transgender people being in the olympics.

from that point, he became super transphobic, saying the worst things about trans people, especially trans women. he kept misgendering the trans woman who did weightlifting in the 2020 Olympics. i could tell i wasn't the only one who was super uncomfortable with this (we were all in a circle and everyone just kinda drifted away from the circle once he started saying transphobic stuff) i really, REALLY wish i wasn't so anxious about confrontation because i had a lot of words to say. my friend texted my other friend about how weird this guy was being and that friend replied with "imagine not being transphobic lol"... so yeah i'm never coming out to anyone as sapphic to anybody at school and i gotta think about who hang out with LMAO
 
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have a meeting with my job coach on friday, and it's been giving me panic attacks all week. i'm supposed to be getting a fit note, and she's given me since last tuesday to make a doctor's appointment but i haven't done it because i'm too scared to go, especially since i found out that the doctor i was seeing pre-pandemic no longer even works at my GP. now i'm just scared of friday's appointment as well, because i'm probably going to get in trouble for not doing it. i hate it here. i wish i could just disappear.
 
Depressed even though I should be happy after meeting the kittens

already the name suggestions for the calico are ridiculous from my nieces: cookie, coo coo kangaroo. no thank you. 😅
 
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Tornado warning ;-; Scary… ;-;

It bothers me because the sirens and the TV alerts trigger my sensory overload and I just feel like crying.
Yeah, I feel ya, they are scary. My son hates sirens. 🥺 I usually tell him it's okay, that it just means that someone is getting help and that we need to pray for them. ❤ I wish that was the case in this instance!
 
I got an alert from my phone about an earthquake nearby?? Uh when did I ask for a dose of ptsd from my phone??

I guess it's good to have a warning but wow did my anxiety skyrocket for a second there
 
my keyboard on the phone shows 3 American flag emojis and 2 Great Britain flag emojis. They're all the same, so l'm confused of why clones. Also a problem with other few flags. Also my custom status is very hard to make now, idk what to put down.
 
Ok, here's the matter... It's been a month since I started college, and I'm enjoying it a lot. Really, I am! Buuut there's this teeny tiny little thing irking me quite a lot: that the teachers who are supposed to teach me all about the language and its correct use (because my degree is about languages) are the first ones using it wrong :cautious:.

I know that nobody is perfect, but still. I mean, wouldn't you be annoyed if an English teacher mixed than/then, for example? Or its/it's? Because I totally expected a certain level of care about the subject they're supposed to be authorities on. Do you think I'm just exaggerating?
 
I left my ex’s mutual discord server for the second time (since his friends asked me to come back and I agreed reluctantly), with this time being for good. I’m a little bummed out since I made friends with his acquaintances and it sucks not knowing what they’re up to anymore since I live a good half hour away from everyone there including my ex and that server was a way to communicate about everything. I dmed them and they understood and still asked to remain in touch.

I just can’t help but wonder what it would have been like if we all lived close by. They were some of the only people who took my side with the breakup (they don’t like my ex either) and made me feel welcome in that server. It’s such a shame it had to be this way, but I know it’s just part of the healing process.
 
found out a favorite voice actor and others i like is coming to my state soon and I haven’t heard from my friends since before my birthday and a few on my birthday. I want to ask if anyone is going but i am afraid since I am worried that they won’t want to talk to me. i don’t think my mom will be able to or want to take me even if just go to shop and to get a few things signed. then there is having no money but i am pretty sure i can make going part of my xmas present. not sure if i can still get tickets either
 
I might delete this later, idk, but I’m supposed to be leaving, meaning like moving to a different city… and don’t get me wrong I’m excited, but I’m in sort of a situation. This has happened once before, two years ago to be exact. So at work, there’s this girl and it’s been nothing but amazing, or at least I think. I get the feeling she’s kinda flirting, but I’m really not sure. She’s always super excited to see me and she goes wayyyy out of her way to help me with my tasks. She has purple hair and kinda smiled and said it’s like we were matching, and just other little things that happen. I don’t wanna go into too much detail because it doesn’t really matter I suppose, but I’m getting vibes about this girl… and not vibes that had no justification that I had with other girls, like this one’s different. Even my dad thinks so, like he really (emphasis on really) likes her and he also thinks she’s been flirty, but idk these feelings are just crowding my mind. I’m just trying to find out if she actually is interested or not because I’m just legitimately confused. I honestly can’t find a flaw about her, like there’s none. This sounds really dumb I know… ugh
 
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