What's Bothering You?

I'm tired, didn't get much sleep because someone decided to have what felt like a four hour drunken conversation on the phone last night.
 
Today is one year ago that my stepmom passed away unexpectedly. One day before my son's birthday. :cry: she got to be a Gigi for 364 days.
 
Depressed about various things.

Last night, heard a sad story about a rescue cat from someone (they had a happy ending at least and lived past 20 and found a loving home). My heart feels completely shattered and I am trying my best not to dwell, but woke up feel like crap. :(

I missed most of this stream. I feel like I am so annoying.

I still am waiting for a solution for one thing that has been giving me a lot of stress but I’m convinced nothing can be done :/.
 
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I hate that my bed sheet is bigger than the duvet to the point where it gets lost inside the sheet.
 
No energy. I need to finish something before tomorrow and I am struggling due to this and depression. Also, I made it bigger and busier than I meant to. I couldn’t help it though.

On a plus side, I am happy about that since that tells me my interest in drawing and getting better hasn’t gone away. :) I really wanted to draw lately but just no energy.
 
I wish I could be able to talk to someone about something because I never got the chance to and everything’s just so confusing. I wish I could hold on to my hurt feelings, but I really just can’t. I just want to see the good in everyone and I don’t mean to do some of the things that I do I can just be completely oblivious sometimes and I feel like I just can never do anything right and I have a lot of defensiveness when it comes to that sort of thing because I’m always messing things up and I can’t do anything about that except apologize. I’m sure it’s probably just too late anyway.
 
Depression is only getting worse today.

I’m tired.

feeling stressed

Anxiety
 
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Lowkey still annoyed they removed so much of that clothes collection from the site, like you still obviously had some left? Lol.

And annoyed I don't have any oat milk for my coffee. Though it poured down like 99% of yesterday and I hardly got my sushi cause it stopped for like, idk 20 minutes but yeah not risking getting a cold from this weather going to grocery store :c
 
I’m anxious about something. I’m really hoping that I’m not just going to get myself more sick or make everything worse even if that isn’t possible. I just don’t know what to do and really have been way past my limit mental health wise for months, maybe even for years since I still can’t let go some stuff related to former friends that I know in person. I want to but nothing I’ve done helped—counseling, trying to think of other things. I do think of other things, but since they hang out with people I hang out with, that just makes it hard to forget and on top of that the cousin of that person thinks asking someone to leave me alone is taking a side :/.

Anxious about the birthday party this week and bummed and relieved there is only one stream; I think being around my dad and his anxiety, kids and the car ride to and from there is going take a week’s worth of energy out of me.
 
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☹️Sending you my love and hugs to you and your kitty. I’m so sorry; I’m glad you were able to visit and say good bye in person. it breaks my heart hearing you going through this :(. Please let me know if there is anything i can do for you (no pressure and sorry for repeating myself).
 
Lowkey hate those missions that you are basically bound to fail unless you hardcore speed thru all other side missions which is more or less making you fail anyway lol.... if that one win condition is a win condition you can make it appear... faster lol -.-'''' looking at chu chapter 6
 
Sorry for posting here again. I just woke up to give my cat her medicine (she did not want to cooperate as always; I hope I don’t find the pills somewhere later). I woke up feeling panicky. Jaw and teeth on right side of my mouth are hurting a little. I think I should be able to go back to sleep without pain medicine though.
my phone is annoying me; i really need to make a point of ordering new one 😔
 
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Sweet jesus and his mother i give up on that for now, if y'all gonna give me like 2 minutes to finish off a boss with like 3 large HP bars, please no lol.
 
I'm so tired today, not just exhausted tired but "I could literally go to bed and go to sleep" tired. idk why, I thought I slept fine last night, or at least as fine as I do any other night. I cannot keep myself awake though, and ofc I can't take a nap cause everyone is bothering me constantly, wanting something from me.

also bummed that I can't get my old DSiXL to work, I guess all those photos I took and voice recordings I made when I was like 10-12 (that didn't save on the SD card which is also missing) are gone forever 😔
 
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