What's Bothering You?

My life just seems to be falling apart lately. My best friend has ghosted me for just over 2 months now and I just wanna know if they're ok... Also my mom has been getting all these heart tests and other things done this week and I'm just worried about her. And on top of that my social life irl is basically gone so I just feel alone with my thoughts.
 
The sky is filled with smoke from a forest fire and it's triggering my asthma. I woke up coughing. Dang weak lungs, toughen up
 
Guess what! I had another laptop scare today 🙃

I'm aware my laptop is actually 13 years old and it's bond to come to it's end one of these days
I think your laptop is on borrowed time. I'd start making arrangements. I used to have a lap thing that had built-in fans that would run if I plugged it in to the USB port. Have you tried cleaning it and removing unnecessary files, etc?
 
I dislike feeling so tired on my days off. I actually have an afternoon where I can read my book or play s game and I keep falling asleep. Lately every time I get an afternoon to myself I end up falling asleep.
 
I am so pissed right now (mostly because of my brother, thanks a lot Angelo). I was washing the dishes earlier but had to stop and go to my room for a quick back-and-forth pace, otherwise I would've broken one of the plates.
 
this morning was eventful. had to rush Miko to the vet bc she had something wrong with her back left foot. turns out she had an open wound, and she also had wounds on her front right paw, the back of her right leg, and on her nose. she's taking antibiotics and a pain killer now, hopefully she heals up okay.
then after that I was messaging my SO and he was scheduled to work today but he woke up feeling very ill and nauseated. I told him he should call off (if for nothing else, bc he works around food and shouldn't be getting others sick, to which he replied "oh my manager doesn't care") and he said he didn't want to let them down or make them mad, but it's evident at this point that his managers and coworkers literally could not care less about him. after having one of the assistant managers say "oh you're asking your least favorite manager to cover your shift? no, I'm not helping you out anymore", he finally got the OK that he could call off and bring a doctor's note the next day. well then he got a message from another manager saying that he was gonna get written up for missing a day of work bc he was really sick. I was so ****ed about that, I don't get angry easily at all but these people are horrible and my SO deserves so much better than that trash heap of a restaurant. he's already struggling with mental health issues, he doesn't need these people treating him like he's a terrible person who doesn't deserve any respect.


also yet another day goes by and I don't do anything with my videos, I really want to work on them and yet here I am still putting it off 🙃



also also my parents are screaming at each other in the other room and it's really messing with my anxiety and cptsd 😭😭😭
 
The now yearly forest fires have arrived once again. Every time I step outside it smells like a campfire and I can barely see the hills several roads away. It’s so bad that the air quality number went up by 50 in a day. So much for my brisk walks.
 
It's so smokey outside and it's settled down along the street and houses giving everything a creepy orange haze. The sun was solid red yesterday. Dang smoke plugging my nose and making my face itchy
 
Oh no...I didn't think about this. Oh great. Lol.

Literally headed to work in the next hour, and this sounds like torture.
You near Philly? It’s another thing if the team is actually playing since places slow down
 
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