Dang, just reading this already made me feel devastated, so I can't imagine how sad the two of you are feeling right now with how things happened unexpectedly.
xara, I remember back when you posted regularly in the what are you happy about thread, you always mention your cat alize and give her a lot of love daily. To hear that a cat's life will be taken away from you yet again must hurt more in words that can't be described. I'm not entirely sure what's going on in your life right now, but I can tell you that you are
not a monster to alize. I know the chances of her surviving are very slim, but I'll pray in hopes that alize will somehow pull through.
Bug, to hear that one of your cats suddenly passed away without warning is just so sad. I'm not sure if you're referring to Meeko (or is it spelled differently? I'm sorry if I didn't get it right...)? If so, it feels like getting stabbed in the heart if anything. I honestly don't know what else to say about it.
I hope my reply didn't come off as insincere to both of you. It's just that it saddens me greatly since the two of you occasionally mention your pets that bring you happiness only for them to be taken away abruptly. On top of everything else that life is being cruel at the moment, I'm honestly concerned with how you're both feeling mentally. I really wish there was more I can do to comfort you two beyond sending virtual hugs. If you need to talk, I'll be more than happy to do that.