What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

never mind

 

[Neb]

No matter where I go people irl always find me creepy and scary. I changed my fashion and loosened my walking, but I still get the same comments. I even avoid eye contact in order to stop my old staring habit. What do I have to do to get a break?

 

[jiny]

my whole body is soooreeeee

 

[Orius]

My McDonald's delivery is delayed again tonight (probably due to the bad weather conditions, raining and all, resulting in no drivers picking up my order). Guess I'll have to go hungry again tonight.

 

[_Rainy_]

No matter where I go people irl always find me creepy and scary. I changed my fashion and loosened my walking, but I still get the same comments. I even avoid eye contact in order to stop my old staring habit. What do I have to do to get a break?

Try not to care what people think so much, I know that’s easier said than done, if you’re feeling nervous around others if your posture is stiff and you feel awkward and don’t know how to act; people will pick up on that. Anyone who makes a comment to shame another person unprovoked like that doesn’t seem like a very nice person to me at all, so you should try not to waste too much energy on caring what they think and more time on self love. You’re a nice person and I’ve caught glimpses of your personality and you seem funny, smart, and kind. Those people; they just don’t matter.

 

[spawnpoint]

:33 < identity crisis i feel so unlike myself lately

 

[Stella-Io]

I've been getting headaches more often lately. I would go to sleep early but last time I did I woke up at 3am and it was hard to go back to sleep. Plus tomorrow I have to wake up early. Not 3am early, but still I don't want to wake up earlier than I have to.

Also this week when I eat lunch on my break, my stomach hurts afterwards.

 

[StarlitGlitch]

Last night a mosquito kept buzzing by my head. Each time I would freak out, try hitting it, sit up, and my heart would start pounding which made it difficult to slept. This kept happening until 3 am. Even though I tried putting my sheets over my face it was able to bite my jaw and blood got on my pillow.

But today I have someone coming over for the first time. I moved a couple of months ago now but have not finished packing (in part because I need more storage things) and there's trash and I need to clean blah blah so I'm kind of stressed. I tried to change the plans last minute but looks like it's going through so at least I'm being forced to get my stuff together.

 

[Orius]

I wanna watch No Time to Die, but it's only available in theatres instead of any streaming service. However, theatres in my country are all "Vaxxed Halls" nowadays with safe-distancing and all that, which is fine and all, but there also seems to be a strange requirement that you need to buy TWO seats in a single booking. I always watch my movies alone, so this is a major problem for me.

 

[moo_nieu]

landlord said she needed the weekend to think about if she can handle another move right now... what? she realizes we are being polite in letting her out and paying to live in a horrid pee smell right? im calling the city department of public health & environment when they open on monday. even if she decides to let us leave, im so mad at the complete disregard for our daily suffering due to her negligence and intentional ignorance of the situation. its getting cold so i cant just sit outside to avoid the smell anymore. this is absolute madness that someone could not realize how entirely messed up this situation is. i am distraught. i have made sure to find the exact section of law that this pee violates, and guess what else i found. there are even more violations of health and safety here. you cant just buy property and rent it to people to rake in those sweet overpriced rents; you have to actually maintain the property up to the standards required by law. im done. i dont care how much legal crap i have to go through, it cant be worse than actually having to smell pee inside everyday and pay for it and be told that the problem doesnt exist. now she needs to think about if shes able to handle another move right now???? like where the actually flipping flip is your brain and where is your empathy for your tenants suffering at your hand and paying you money for it

 

[Mimi Cheems]

I'm not sure what to do. I have a friend whom I've known for years, who is on the spectrum. She's a content creator and recently had a bad experience with someone through her videos who is also on the spectrum. It's not like he was doing anything bad. He just doesn't understand because hm... maybe it's because he has a hard time with that? As someone who is also on the spectrum, I sometimes have difficulty understanding boundaries. ANYWAYS. Instead of her trying to reason with this person more thoroughly, she blocks him everywhere because she's uncomfortable. Which I can completely understand. However, I log onto Facebook and see her making fun of him and calling him things such as 'mental case', 'freak', etc. And to make things worse? All of her friends are ENABLING this behavior. I've known her for years, I love her to death, and I feel like I NEED to say something. This behavior isn't right to me. Kicking someone when they're already down is disgusting behavior to me. But the fact all of her friends are enabling it, and joining in on it too? I don't know what to do. I'm so frustrated to the point of tears. I would privately message her, but I'm concerned she'd post it publicly (she's done this a few times before with other people). I feel like the best thing to do would be unfriending her and moving on. But I can't tolerate this group bullying this guy? I'm just... disappointed.

 

[Dunquixote]

landlord said she needed the weekend to think about if she can handle another move right now... what? she realizes we are being polite in letting her out and paying to live in a horrid pee smell right? im calling the city department of public health & environment when they open on monday. even if she decides to let us leave, im so mad at the complete disregard for our daily suffering due to her negligence and intentional ignorance of the situation. its getting cold so i cant just sit outside to avoid the smell anymore. this is absolute madness that someone could not realize how entirely messed up this situation is. i am distraught. i have made sure to find the exact section of law that this pee violates, and guess what else i found. there are even more violations of health and safety here. you cant just buy property and rent it to people to rake in those sweet overpriced rents; you have to actually maintain the property up to the standards required by law. im done. i dont care how much legal crap i have to go through, it cant be worse than actually having to smell pee inside everyday and pay for it and be told that the problem doesnt exist. now she needs to think about if shes able to handle another move right now???? like where the actually flipping flip is your brain and where is your empathy for your tenants suffering at your hand and paying you money for it

Sorry, Moo that you’re still dealing with this. I think that’s a good decision on your part. I hope things improve for you soon. Please stay safe too .

Spoiler

I’m worried about a couple of my friends/acquaintances.

I listened to an interesting discussion on voice over tonight on twitter and it was very interesting and informative; at the same time I think even if I had money was independent, I don’t think it’d be possible for someone like me and at my age to get into it, which kinda saddens me since it is the only job i thought I’d might be able to do.. I’m still going to ask some questions next time he hosts this and if he picks me to speak.

been feeling clammy last few hours and arm has been swollen and sore since i woke up. i think i bumped the too part on something yesterday but not hard enough for both joints to be completely sore. I want to keep working on the drawing for goomy but am not feeling too good now.

I’m hoping I’ll feel better tomorrow. I want to finish this drawing asap (without rushing it).

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

My grandpa died today and im not sure how to react because i didn't really know him all that well.

 

[Orius]

McDonald's delivery is still in a lockdown for some reason. It says that it's "temporarily closed 'till tomorrow." Yeah, right.

Oh well. Glad I bought a bunch of snacks yesterday night.

 

[Chris]

My grandpa died today and im not sure how to react because i didn't really know him all that well.

It can be strange when a relative you didn't know well dies. Outwardly, just be respectful and try to sympathise with the people in your life who this is impacting more strongly. Imagine if it was your mother or father that had just passed - that is how one of your parents is feeling right now. Focus on supporting them and don't ask too much of them right now.

 

[Orius]

I remember when my grandma died, my grandma whom I hadn't had any contact with since I was a kid. Sure, she was a sweet ol' granny who doted on me as a child, but that's in the past and I guess that over the years, I've felt apathetic towards my own family, especially my father whom I really didn't get along with. When he died half a year ago, I barely shed a tear and merely complained about his flaws at his funeral. I'm kinda glad he died to be honest; he was an ***hole.

My only fear was that he would haunt me and seek revenge on me for all the grievance we had towards each other. We Chinese are superstitious like that.

Like, these relatives and friends of mine kept making a big deal out of me crying over my dad someday if he ever dies, and all I ever did was going "Good riddance," so I don't even know what they're talking about. They clearly had no idea the kind of relationship my father and I had. He used to hit me with a rattan cane as a kid. A lot. Got what he deserves.

 

[skarmoury]

lmao im really sleepy
also what is it with all of the events im involved in this weekend, i have three (3) events and they're all happening within the same hour. i literally did nothing else today, why was everything scheduled at the same time
anyway i know what to prioritize since i'm the vice chair of one of the said events and this one was in my calendar longer than the other 2 events, im just kinda sad i wont be able to participate in all since i really want to :c

 

[xSuperMario64x]

idk why but I already feel really overstimulated today, problem is that no stimulation drives me crazy but on days like today any stimulation (tv, music, etc) also drives me crazy. wish I could've gone back to sleep for a bit longer ;;

 

[Orius]

idk why but I already feel really overstimulated today, problem is that no stimulation drives me crazy but on days like today any stimulation (tv, music, etc) also drives me crazy. wish I could've gone back to sleep for a bit longer ;;

Same here, overstimulated. Which is why I ended up spamming in the forum today, just reviving old threads and stuff. Just stimulated with no outlet to go to.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I knew I shouldn't have ****in gotten up today