What's Bothering You?

[oak]

My coworker died yesterday and it's giving me the worst existential feelings/thoughts. He didn't die of covid or from a work related accident, he just happened to be sick prior. We would always talk whenever we passed by each other at work so my brain is going through a weird processing that idk how to describe. He trained me when I was learning how to drive the big trucks. I hit another truck my first day and cried and he still let me come back the next day to continue my training lmao. He didn't have to stick his neck out for me like that.

He's lucky I liked him though cause he would always make lesbian jokes at me lmao. He was 55+ in age so he was what you would call "old school" and rough around the edges. One time I was sitting there in the lunch room texting on my phone and he walked by and was like "who you talking to? Your GIRLFRIENDDD? LOLLLL." Everyone laughed even though it was not very creative but at least I could roll my eyes at him without him trying to argue with me lol. It was an odd work dynamic.

Rest in peace my old pal.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

oh my goodness I'm so sorry about what happened @oak



I can hear a mouse chewing away in my dresser drawer and it's driving me up a ****ing wall.

 

[spawnpoint]

I feel so worthless and my life feels so small and meaningless
Realized it when I tried to take a break from electronics and found there's LITERALLY nothing else to do
I'm bored and idk what I'm doing with my life and I hate it

 

[FRANS_PLAYER]

I feel so worthless and my life feels so small and meaningless
Realized it when I tried to take a break from electronics and found there's LITERALLY nothing else to do
I'm bored and idk what I'm doing with my life and I hate it

Feel the exact same way. I've done absolutely nothing all summer - maybe that's because now I'm focusing more on my academic future. I'm a year away from highschool. Know that you're not alone, I'm sure that there are a lot of people that feel that way

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Shirtless old people.

 

[_Rainy_]

I took a shower, but forgot something so I decided to take a risk to go out in a towel and go grab it since the house was quiet. I also don’t care if either roomy sees me in a towel because they do it too. It turns out my roommates boyfriend was over so that’s embarrassing.

 

[Neb]

I hate it when I make new acquaintances and have no idea how to start conversations with them.

 

[Clock]

Feeling overwhelmed and having negative thoughts.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

current scenario: I need to get up and turn my lamp off so I can go to sleep but my dog is sleeping up against my legs and I don't want to wake him up so I just have to lay here with the light on :,,,,,)

edit: also I'm literally laying in bed doing nothing at all so why tf is my heart racing bxhsjehdbdbd

 

[winter notes]

I just drew a fully colored finished layer only to realize in the end it was on the wrong layer

 

[spawnpoint]

I just drew a fully colored finished layer only to realize in the end it was on the wrong layer

You can't rearrange the layers?

 

[SinnerTheCat]

I just drew a fully colored finished layer only to realize in the end it was on the wrong layer

I felt that on a spiritual level

 

[winter notes]

You can't rearrange the layers?

I can but the situation is that the colors should have been in two separate layers but I accidentally drew both in one layer :,)

I felt that on a spiritual level

One of the biggest artist struggles...

 

[spawnpoint]

I can but the situation is that the colors should have been in two separate layers but I accidentally drew both in one layer :,)



One of the biggest artist struggles...

Ohh ouch that sucks..

 

[SinnerTheCat]

I can but the situation is that the colors should have been in two separate layers but I accidentally drew both in one layer :,)



One of the biggest artist struggles...

Drawing on the wrong layer is like a curse that doesn't really bother you that much all the time, but when it strikes - it's really annoying, especially if you notice late or it's somewhere in the last stretch of a drawing and you can't do anything about it :'c
I applaud to people who can draw with only 1 layer, I'd never lol

 

[winter notes]

Drawing on the wrong layer is like a curse that doesn't really bother you that much all the time, but when it strikes - it's really annoying, especially if you notice late or it's somewhere in the last stretch of a drawing and you can't do anything about it :'c
I applaud to people who can draw with only 1 layer, I'd never lol

Oh same, whether lineart or coloring if they draw in one-two layers only I could never... I'm too anxious I place every body part in a new layer it's a goal to be that confident.

 

[spawnpoint]

Oh same, whether lineart or coloring if they draw in one-two layers only I could never... I'm too anxious I place every body part in a new layer it's a goal to be that confident.

I just do all the line art in one layer and all the coloring in a separate layer lmao

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But I used to do only one layer, how I did that idk-

 

[SinnerTheCat]

Oh same, whether lineart or coloring if they draw in one-two layers only I could never... I'm too anxious I place every body part in a new layer it's a goal to be that confident.

one layer drawing is the drawing goal I'll never ever achieve, because I need to have every particle of clothing on separate layers
But it may be a fun challenge?

 

[aericell]

i feel so, so off today tonight

 

[Seastar]

I can't remember if I took my medicine yesterday and the fact my allergies are bothering me is making me think I didn't.