What's Bothering You?

[ali.di.magix]

**** sake, I know a lot of you have it a lot worse than here when it comes to covid, but boy am I pissed that we're going into a higher alert level. Community transmission is now a thing again. If only people could just suck it up and go through the mandatory managed isolation without doing something stupid, like using a chair to break a window so you can go for a run down to the local gas station for a pie

 

[Bread Kennedys]

Spoiler: long rant

I really hate how my dad can just...take all my money and expect me to be content with it and then have the audacity to tell me I shouldn't get a job. I know I'm not gonna get magically rich working a ****ing retail job. Do you think I'm a ****ing idiot? If I can make more money working a retail job than from social security, it doesn't matter. Besides, if I ever move out, social security won't be enough to properly sustain me. I'll need to get a job then. And my grandma expects me to be content because "I have it good, my parents would've beat me" even though I take verbal abuse from my dad all the time. LET'S NOT COMPARE THESE THINGS. Verbal abuse is still abuse. I LITERALLY GOT TOLD I'D BE KICKED OUT FOR GETTING MAD AT MY DAD WHO WAS TALKING **** ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK AND I HEARD IT. If that's "lucky", I might as well shoot myself in the ****ing head right now. Also, my grandma likely will be the reason why we move to another ****ty place that has nothing going for it. I'm so sick of this. My family is a sinking ship and I want off it ASAP.

 

[Alienfish]

Spoiler: long rant

I really hate how my dad can just...take all my money and expect me to be content with it and then have the audacity to tell me I shouldn't get a job. I know I'm not gonna get magically rich working a ****ing retail job. Do you think I'm a ****ing idiot? If I can make more money working a retail job than from social security, it doesn't matter. Besides, if I ever move out, social security won't be enough to properly sustain me. I'll need to get a job then. And my grandma expects me to be content because "I have it good, my parents would've beat me" even though I take verbal abuse from my dad all the time. LET'S NOT COMPARE THESE THINGS. Verbal abuse is still abuse. I LITERALLY GOT TOLD I'D BE KICKED OUT FOR GETTING MAD AT MY DAD WHO WAS TALKING **** ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK AND I HEARD IT. If that's "lucky", I might as well shoot myself in the ****ing head right now. Also, my grandma likely will be the reason why we move to another ****ty place that has nothing going for it. I'm so sick of this. My family is a sinking ship and I want off it ASAP.

First....damn I'm so sorry all of this is going on and mental/verbal abuse is definitely as serious if not worse. It really sucks society are so relaxed at looking into this unless they have like "physical proof" and I hope you can get away soon...sending positive vibes!

 

[Toska]

I had a coffee date with a friend, and I'm lactose intolerant. I had a good time, but I feel so sick I don't want to move.

 

[Lothitine]

Spoiler: long rant

I really hate how my dad can just...take all my money and expect me to be content with it and then have the audacity to tell me I shouldn't get a job. I know I'm not gonna get magically rich working a ****ing retail job. Do you think I'm a ****ing idiot? If I can make more money working a retail job than from social security, it doesn't matter. Besides, if I ever move out, social security won't be enough to properly sustain me. I'll need to get a job then. And my grandma expects me to be content because "I have it good, my parents would've beat me" even though I take verbal abuse from my dad all the time. LET'S NOT COMPARE THESE THINGS. Verbal abuse is still abuse. I LITERALLY GOT TOLD I'D BE KICKED OUT FOR GETTING MAD AT MY DAD WHO WAS TALKING **** ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK AND I HEARD IT. If that's "lucky", I might as well shoot myself in the ****ing head right now. Also, my grandma likely will be the reason why we move to another ****ty place that has nothing going for it. I'm so sick of this. My family is a sinking ship and I want off it ASAP.

I’m so sorry you have to go through that ****
Sending love, you can get through this!

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I had a coffee date with a friend, and I'm lactose intolerant. I had a good time, but I feel so sick I don't want to move.

Agh, relatable. I’m lactose intolerant but I’m so stubborn that I refuse to believe I’ll get sick
And then my stomach dies

 

[Alienfish]

I had a coffee date with a friend, and I'm lactose intolerant. I had a good time, but I feel so sick I don't want to move.

D: sorry man hope u get better ;;

idk if i'm officially that but everytime i have regular milk with my coffee i'm like.. bad idea.

 

[Toska]

D: sorry man hope u get better ;;

idk if i'm officially that but everytime i have regular milk with my coffee i'm like.. bad idea.

Oh thanks. Yeah, I don't really know if its official for me or not, never been to the doctor for it. It's sort of my own fault though. Usually I ask for lactose free milk. (And almond milk seems to work, too.)

Agh, relatable. I’m lactose intolerant but I’m so stubborn that I refuse to believe I’ll get sick
And then my stomach dies

Same. I love coffee so I have learned to deal with it and hope for the best (even though I know better, lol).

 

[Alienfish]

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yeh I usually have oat milk or other in mine but they are late delivering it to work now so had to take milk

 

[Bread Kennedys]

First....damn I'm so sorry all of this is going on and mental/verbal abuse is definitely as serious if not worse. It really sucks society are so relaxed at looking into this unless they have like "physical proof" and I hope you can get away soon...sending positive vibes!

Right, like it's not trauma olympics, all trauma is equally bad. Society's double standard is bs. Thank you so much, I'll do my best <3

I’m so sorry you have to go through that ****
Sending love, you can get through this! ❤

Thank you, I'll try my hardest to get through this. I know I can, just gotta keep working at it <3

 

[Alienfish]

Right, like it's not trauma olympics, all trauma is equally bad. Society's double standard is bs. Thank you so much, I'll do my best <3


Thank you, I'll try my hardest to get through this. I know I can, just gotta keep working at it <3

Yeah, and all those family norms set up by society like 150 years ago is still reflecting things, even CPS as of today that "blood is thicker than water" etc. which is just... no.

but yeh, nps

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Just needed to rant and say today sucks. From the moment I woke up until now. First thing that happened was losing my glasses right before having to sign in for work and it took almost 20 minutes to find them. Signed in, came in to 20+ emails on top of a bunch of emails from the shared inboxes. Didn't even get a chance to run my report so I was feeling very overwhelmed. The day doesn't quit either. It's been one thing after another. As I'm typing this I saw another notification come up that 30+ shipping claims just came in the inbox. I'm so done man... I am scheduling a day off next week. I only have 6 more to use the rest of the year so I'm choosing wisely. I just need a break.

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

why have i been feeling off for the last few days, can't i get a break already

i need a sense of normalcy back in my life and fast

 

[Sheep Villager]

Hands hurt too much to hold a controller to play NH. ​

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I'm so tired of people making me feel like my feelings are invalid.

 

[Lothitine]

I'm so tired of people making me feel like my feelings are invalid.

We’ll always listen to you, and any feelings you have will always be valid.

 

[Lightspring]

This is directed towards no one, but really with myself. I feel like I am wasting time on trivial things that I could have made progress on.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I had a specific idea in mind for one of my tie dye shirts and I'm positive now that the way in which I dyed it will make it look different than what I envisioned.

lol oh well, it's still a tie dye shirt and all tie dye shirts are beautiful

 

[spawnpoint]

having shortness of breath really sucks,, i hate this

I can relate..

 

[spawnpoint]

I'm an idiot who ruins everything

 

[milktae]

I’m so annoying
i don’t even know have I have friends