What's Bothering You?

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Yeah I bought it at work and it had loads of flowers and then large "67" numbers on it that I removed and gonna fill it with flowers and stuff instead, kinda like a hippie hat(basically a sloppy hat someone decorated real nice) ^^ Yeah but then you need strong scissors and I don't have those plus it'd make the scissors dull and unusable.

Yeah it was a bit stingy and bleedy but should be alright as long as I don't get **** in the wound.
 
No matter what I do I'm always to blame. I'm not good enough and I know that now but this mindset you have is destroying me.
 
I hope you're okay... but I know you need space I guess.



Also, I'm glad that laying tiles can help guide plot-setting, but still a tedious task lol, and getting 100% approval rating is tougher than I remember it being xD
 
Glad one villager I'm kinda meh about is moving but honestly they ned to fix **** for AC Switch with the move out ratios gdi
 
update on my thumb had to rip off a chunk of my nail cause the cut went under it but it doesn't sting as much and it started to heal some
 
What really is ?right? and ?wrong?? There?s too many greys, I don?t know anymore.

I wish I didn't care so much.

- - - Post Merge - - -



I know we're strangers, but if you ever want a listening ear, I'm around c:

Thank you so much;;, that really means a lot, thank you.. the same goes for you as well <3

And I?m sorry that caring can really hurt sometimes;;, it?s hard when the people/person you love is hurting, and all you want is for them to be as happy as they deserve to be.. But caring so much just means you have a kind heart. So please just know that you?re just as important, and that you?re just as deserving of the love and care you always give others. ^^ I hope you?re taking care of yourself as well. <3
 
i hate that i can never finish art and i wish i could just have a held interest in all kinds of art. i look at something i draw and hate it, forgetting its a process and can never keep drawing it because i hate how its turning out even at beginning stages when drawing faces or bodies. i dont know if this is an art block or not because i dont really believe in them but if it is, i hate it


this really worries me because if i go to art school i'm going to be constantly working on art and i just wonder if i'll get tired of it. i really like doing art but i just feel like i'm not worth it or its not worth it for me as a career path. ooooooooooooooooof
 
i hate that i can never finish art and i wish i could just have a held interest in all kinds of art. i look at something i draw and hate it, forgetting its a process and can never keep drawing it because i hate how its turning out even at beginning stages when drawing faces or bodies. i dont know if this is an art block or not because i dont really believe in them but if it is, i hate it


this really worries me because if i go to art school i'm going to be constantly working on art and i just wonder if i'll get tired of it. i really like doing art but i just feel like i'm not worth it or its not worth it for me as a career path. ooooooooooooooooof

Omg, I face this all the time. It could be life changes, stress etc? But everyone operates differently so just a guess?





Also, eating healthier of course is great, but my body is like LOL tummy ache punishment
 
Was it all truly a lie? I don't want to believe it, I really don't, and it does hurt but maybe it's for the best that I will probably never find out that answer.
 
My sincere apologies for being a selfish, little brat. I'm terribly sorry that I've just been so occupied with my mental illnesses, that I've been distancing myself away from the family. Goodness me, how can I forget to follow the most important rule of all? "Family always comes first." Even if I'm at the brink of insanity - I still have to obey and care for my family. Goodness me, I cannot believe how inconsiderate I've been. I mean, even if I'm going completely bonkers, I still must make time for the family. It's only fair, after all. Family is all I have, according to what I've heard. Friends don't matter; family does. I feel downright awful for breaking such an imperative rule in our household. I've brought shame and dishonor to the entire family. Oh, woe is me!

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I don't think I'll ever be able to get the level of emotional support that I truly need from them. I shouldn't hope for them to change, because it's never going to happen. I spent some time crying in my room last night, as I was just quite frustrated with it all. I should just accept the fact that they couldn't care less about my mental state. Living here is just painful.
 
I am a really bad procrastinator. When I get homework, I plan on doing it when I get home, but I feel like relaxing after a long school day, but after putting the work off, I don’t have the mood to work on my homework anymore, and I continue putting it off, even if it means doing nothing at all until midnight.

I’m also getting bad grades on homework because the teachers I currently have weighted some problems more than others, even if I get the majority of the problems right. And this is over the stuff I excel in most.
 
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