What's Bothering You?

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I?m pretty sure all my friends don?t want anything to do with me anymore, thus confirming my belief that I?m not meant to be with anybody, that I?m never meant to be close to anyone and I?m meant to be alone. Also no matter how hard I try.. I?m never and never will be good enough..
 
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My job coach and the job agency like I'm gonna quit both if you don't fix this. No I'm not gonna sit and search 20 jobs a day for nothing honestly people.
 
I wish I didn't care so much.

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I’m pretty sure all my friends don’t want anything to do with me anymore, thus confirming my belief that I’m not meant to be with anybody, that I’m never meant to be close to anyone and I’m meant to be alone. Also no matter how hard I try.. I’m never and never will be good enough..

I know we're strangers, but if you ever want a listening ear, I'm around c:
 
I get more and more irritated the longer I stay here.


But ofc I have no social life so yay me I get to stay here a while longer.
 
i have too many shifts and to much school work, i need the hours to pay for school though, why does life have to be so difficult lol, why wasn't i born rich lol
 
Idk what you're trying to pull bc I just want to move on with my life. I don't even know what we are anymore, you say you want to be friends instead but you also don't want me to see other people when we're 'just friends'? make up your ****ing mind so I can just move on.
 
People without morals ruining everything I enjoy. I swear, these psycopaths do not deserve a place on this Earth and I will remove them myself if it proves necessary.
I'm not talking about people who call others bad names, I mean people who will make your life living hell for a laugh and will get all their friends to do it as well. The true scum of the earth.
 
Did you really think that this would stop me from being who I am? Was this really why? I'm just so confused to the point that I'm not even angry or upset, just hurt.
 
Acne is ruining my self-esteem, I can't sleep for ****, my friends are making me feel like I'm worthless, my boyfriend and I keep getting into fights & I have no motivation to finish my degree anymore.

I'm not where I want to be in life.
 
Damn it, I'm going to have to turn in my essay late.

I'm sick and tired of all these rituals, these obsessive thoughts. My hands are all red and cracked due to my excessive hand washing. I can't deal with this; I'm tired of wasting my time to doing these kinds of things. I just want a break, but the demons inside of me won't allow it. I'm trying to keep on going, but it is quite tough. I'm trying to not let these obsessive thoughts about blood, bugs, and germs get the best of me. I suppose it's rather difficult for me to break free from this kind of thinking when I don't even have a clean home environment to begin with. I'm exhausted. I just want to have a carefree mind.
 
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