What's Bothering You?

[mogyay]

i slept in today which means i won't get any sleep tonight which is annoying because i have classes tomorrow and then i'm straight to work until about midnight, i'm annoyed at myself ahhh

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I got a pre-packaged salad from the science center cafe not long ago, and it was pretty good until... well until I found a hair in it. Embedded in the salad.

Needless to say I instantly lost my appetite.

 

[Snowesque]

xSuperMario64x
Found a lovely dead fly in my raspberries the other day, loss of appetite goals.

 

[Alienfish]

^Found user toothpick in a chicken stew in high school. Yuck.

 

[Snowesque]

Sheila
Yuck is right, hopefully it wasn't intentional.
I don't know what to think anymore now that people are putting needles in strawberries.

 

[Alienfish]

*used but yeah i don't think it was

and yeah i heard that is so gross ew

 

[namiieco]

who created highschool because i just want to have a little chat

 

[Alienfish]

why is it so cold here kill me

 

[Bcat]

there's a lot of great stuff happening in my life right now but I just feel kind of numb and dead inside

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Just want to get this lab report done and over with hhhhhh

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I've got a stomachache.

 

[Bcat]

...when did I give up on my dreams?

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I feel miserable whenever I'm at the dinner table. God, why can't my family just shut up about politics? They talk about it and listen to it on the television every single day. I'm sick and tired of hearing some lady scream about what the communists are doing in Vietnam. My family just cannot stop yapping about politics.

Also, I'm just so uncomfortable with my mother. I'm afraid to look at her sometimes, because she might think that I'm mad at her or something. She criticizes me whenever I have a 'weird' look on my face. If it's early in the morning and I just woke up, or if she barged into the bathroom, she will question me on why I'm not smiling or why I look so mad. If I look at her in a normal way or if I just look normal, she will still criticize me for having that 'look' on my face. It doesn't matter if I feel bloody awful, if I feel like absolute trash - they just want me to be cheerful. Ironically, I smile and laugh more at school than at home. Perhaps it's because I'm not forced to be happy.

My family does not care for my emotional needs; they don't give a damn about how I feel. I remember doing this experiment with my family about a month ago, just to see how they would react. I told them about the 'situation', and I started crying about it. They were quite cold to me, for the most part. My mother kept telling me to be strong, and told of how tough she was when my grandpa was in the hospital. I got criticized for showing my emotions. My mother's even said before that I shouldn't drag the family into my own personal matters. That sentence has been stuck with me for quite some time now, along with some others that are just as hurtful.

 

[goro]

i'm having a mental breakdown

 

[honeyaura]

Had too much salt today, and feeling it right now. I hate being an adult, food not liking me anymore.

Also, how do you forget someone who used to be your best friend...?

 

[Alienfish]

The salt of some people like yeah everything is not obvious to everyone.

Also this goddamn garden game can you just give a **** short flower meow?!

 

[honeyaura]

I feel miserable whenever I'm at the dinner table. God, why can't my family just shut up about politics? They talk about it and listen to it on the television every single day. I'm sick and tired of hearing some lady scream about what the communists are doing in Vietnam. My family just cannot stop yapping about politics.

Also, I'm just so uncomfortable with my mother. I'm afraid to look at her sometimes, because she might think that I'm mad at her or something. She criticizes me whenever I have a 'weird' look on my face. If it's early in the morning and I just woke up, or if she barged into the bathroom, she will question me on why I'm not smiling or why I look so mad. If I look at her in a normal way or if I just look normal, she will still criticize me for having that 'look' on my face. It doesn't matter if I feel bloody awful, if I feel like absolute trash - they just want me to be cheerful. Ironically, I smile and laugh more at school than at home. Perhaps it's because I'm not forced to be happy.

My family does not care for my emotional needs; they don't give a damn about how I feel. I remember doing this experiment with my family about a month ago, just to see how they would react. I told them about the 'situation', and I started crying about it. They were quite cold to me, for the most part. My mother kept telling me to be strong, and told of how tough she was when my grandpa was in the hospital. I got criticized for showing my emotions. My mother's even said before that I shouldn't drag the family into my own personal matters. That sentence has been stuck with me for quite some time now, along with some others that are just as hurtful.

Wow I'm sorry, that's not a healthy situation to be in. I'm honestly going through a very similar thing here as well. I'm wishing you the best love, as it's hard for older adults to cut off bad habits even when it hurts their kids. We don't know each other well, but I'm here if you ever want to vent etc~

 

[namiieco]

im so busy i dont have time to finish a double page spread by monday on top of other homework! im not some kind of robot who pukes up art and math answers fml

- - - Post Merge - - -

they say i have to manage my time better but i am? theres just no way to even have a little break with all the **** i have to do and keep up with

 

[Alienfish]

^i hate people who say "manage your time" etc. they either don't know what they give us to do, or they know and do it so they can get a laugh -.-

 

[honeyaura]

I might be getting sick. On top of the anxiety I have.