What's Bothering You?

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I am worried about failing my Art exam and disappointing my parents, which i already manged to do by picking Art as a subject for GCSE

Don't feel to heavy man, you're not obligated in any way to please them or anything.
 
god hates me i was driving my moms car and something happened and the left tire just stopped turning and somehow something broke and punctured the oil thing and omfg i'm having anxiety thinking about it i was in the middle of town stuck, couldn't move, oil free flowing out the car for like an hour. never again
 
little brother was watching Max and Ruby earlier and ffs the freaking theme song is stuck in my head
OF ALL THINGS
 
University is no longer an option for this year. I'm disappointed. Flawless grades, aced every test, all coursework, all lab work - but the reason is unrelated to my capabilities or qualifications.

:(
 
lmao I'm always afraid of speaking up bc most of the time I just get ignored by others, like when I speak I get so overwhelmed with fear sometimes that I just stop mid-sentence and I realize yeah no one was really listening to me. then I just feel extremely irrelevant and bad afterwards and sometimes I cry once I get the chance to be alone
that's why I do my best to react to anyone who speaks up no matter how little they might say, like even just a small nod or chuckle the least from my side, bc I really don't want anyone feeling the same way I feel when no one listens
 
I'm not sure how to feel right now, I want to be happy, but I also kinda want to feel sad and angered too. I feel... just, really lost.

I don't want to go into detail with what's made me depressed, but basically a lot of crazy bs happened with my friends and most of us sort of split-up. We've been together for quite a while, and I guess, just, out of the blue last night we decided "okay we're done here let's move onto something else" and it's hittin me harder than it probably should.

I mean, I'm still in contact with all of my friends, so it's not like they're gone forever. We just don't talk in a group anymore. It kind of is depressing, because they were like my second home cause my social life is absolute ****, and now I'm having a hard time adjusting to this whole one-on-one talk because my social anxiety is going through the roof.

Ugh. Where's a TBT psychiatrist when you need one.
 
Found out the damn coding error since apparently they ran in on some old flash/java or plugin no longer supported by current firefox so had to get an old version that still supported it sigh -_-
 
Made a silly fool out of myself... ;_; aaand the universe still hates me.
 
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