What's Bothering You?

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Having a really hard time sleeping these days so my schedule is all out of whack. Lying awake all night and then sleeping the day away... ;_;
 
I hope I'm not coming across as clingy or annoying by asking to play this game w/ him ;;
ALSO please let me be able to get the classes I need PLEASE I do not want to wake up at 8 am
 
mmmmm i just want to draw rn but i get more tbt from selling in game items so its a hard choice
 
There are too many butterflies in my stomach, I literally feel like throwing up

Also water seeped into the back of my phone so the sticker that was on the back is v wet and the ink just spread and the sticker looks stupid now. I'm sad bc I've had that sticker on my phone since like I got my phone and I was super attached to it lol :-(
 
When I eat pepperoni pizza I always pick the pepperoni off, not because I don't like pepperoni but just because I don't like It on pizza.

Well this one blasted pepperoni is being a stubborn mule and won't come off of the pizza without tearing the cheese off with it T.T rip
 
I'll need to start cleaning my animals cages in a bit U-U
 
I cut my right index finger so now everything hurts hhhh... :|

Also why am I so oversensitive to ****ing everything, go die body
 
Why am I so god damn apathetic towards literally everything?!

I used to be emotional, I used to get excited about getting good results, excited about movies/tv, loved hanging out with people...I used get sad and upset about things etc. But it's like I've suppressed my feelings for so long now that I can't feel any longer. I should be (reasonably) happy because I did pretty okay in my courses, but that literally lasted 10 minutes before returning to numbness. I should be excited to see friends since I have barely seen them over the last semester, but I feel no need whatsoever to hang out with them. There has been a load of d r a m a but they've still managed to keep it together. Although no one seems to be interested in me because I always have to initiate the conversation, idk if I should be bothered by that. Like should I?? Is that how you're supposed to emote?? I just have no response to anything, barely any motivation or emotions apart from the occasional anger and anxiety. It's not like I'm depressed, because I think I'd know if I was that low and I genuinely haven't felt that way for a solid year because the apathy and not caring took over.

I think deep down I know some possible causes but like why?? I've become too accustomed to this.
 
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