What's Bothering You?

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I have a terrible headache, so to swallow some Tylenol pills I put it in applesauce, well we have two open jars, by accident of course. I ate one pill and dropped the other in the mostly empty apple sauce jar by accident and so I just rinsed the jar and threw it away because the pill was dissolving and contaminating all the rest of the apple sauce. As I pull out the second completely full jar and open it, I get my spoon full and am about to put the pill in it when I see a huge green blob of mold inside the apple sauce jar so I put it back in the fridge to ask my mom what to do once she returns from the bike shop. So now I have taken one Tylenol and since you are supposed to take two, this leaves me thinking what now. So, I grab the peanut butter and gag the pill down with it slathered in chunky peanut butter. Now I am worried I ate bad apple sauce since I saw there was some funk when I was cleaning the first jar out, just a little mold on the lid and I keep gagging from swallowing the chunky peanut butter whole.
 
i want to delete everyone off my friends list because its very spammy, but I don't want people misinterpreting that
 
i want to delete everyone off my friends list because its very spammy, but I don't want people misinterpreting that

Don't go breaking my heart </3

Don't worry about it, just do what you need man, people can't be mad at your for that
 
i want to delete everyone off my friends list because its very spammy, but I don't want people misinterpreting that

i have the same problem :/
like i only want to keep the people who are active and actually talk to me, but i feel bad for the ones i delete for some reason..
 
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Hah, I usually don't delete people from my list unless they are being grade-a *******s tbh
 
i want to delete everyone off my friends list because its very spammy, but I don't want people misinterpreting that

It's fine, doesn't mean much anyways. If you wanted to chat, so leave me a vm~
 
Kind of venting here because doing it on twitter seems too forceful haha
I wish my life was fulfilling enough such that I didn't need to seek refuge online. Being online and surrounded by the same community and people in a way depresses me. I see my once-was best friends interacting with new friends to the point where they don't take the initiative to start conversations with me anymore. It makes me feel dispensable and small. It makes me feel like I place much greater value on them as friends than they do me. It puts the fact of my not "living" online into perspective. It means that since I'm less available, I'm suddenly less of a friend. Or maybe I just hate letting go. I hate time moving past me and leaving me where I was, while my friends have already moved on. I hate the fact that my irl social life is so desolate that I have to rely on online relationships to pull me through hard times, even when I feel less important in those relationships. There's nothing solid there and the relationships, regardless of how much value I place in them, always feel shaky and uncertain. I hate not knowing what to do in my life to change my situation and that I've been stuck in place socially and emotionally for the past three years. It's frustrating that I've been unable to do anything about it. Honestly, it would be so much easier if I could completely isolate myself and not need relationships at all. But I'm essentially there and it's been driving me up a wall. I guess I'll just hang on for a little while longer. Once I graduate, my environment and experiences are bound to change. I can finally let go of my "friends" whom make me feel dispensable without regretting it.
 
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i have school tomorrow OTL
also - im not sure how im supposed to do one of my projects and its due tuesday :c
 
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