honestly lately I have been so moody from being happy and positive on some days and then completely negative and the opposite on others and it really sucks I hate it
sometimes at this activity/club i go to after school, while its really fun and i get to hang out with a few of my friends and cool people i feel really socially inadequate... im really akward and bad at talking with people idk im never really feeling it unless im talking with my friends and i never have anything to do since im new to thw whole thing so i dint know too much about it i just feel really useless. ill never be as good and natural at talking to people i wish i was i cant even do it online convocs always drift off i can never keep them going as much as i want to with the person im talking to
and a few times during there (and nothing really happened to cause it) i just felt really pathetic teared up a little and almost cried outloud idk im lucky my friend was online to cheer me up i dint deserve her shes such a good friend i oov eher...
its not a bad activity at all i really like it but infeel lonely sometimes
why do i only cry when i thinj about how pathetic i am lol
i always want to be productive and everything but everytime i try i never do it because im so lazy i can barely take care of myself
i hate how i always feel so out of everything and so out of the loop i hate my terrible memory i cant remember anything from what i want to and alln the nice stuff people did for me in the past and how happy they made me especially people who arent here on tbt anymore or that i dont talk to i want to go bacj to the past
I really don't get when artist make adopts and be like "this one is mine" while we grab the remaining shtty ones and you're like why would you include a adopt that you were deciding to take in the first place?
politics.
i hate how politics get in the way of a /good/ friendship.
i still don't even know why i want to become a politician in the first place, if it causes so much god damn tension between everybody.
sorry that i dont like bernie sanders and have a thing called an opinion