My constant longing to make stuff. It keeps escalating. First I wanted to make a bracelet...now, I wanna make a video game. Like,...****ing no...stop...stop.
Can`t sleep and only one more glass of Pepsi light.... It is 5 hours until the shops open. I may have a problem. Sigh.... I should have gotten of my lazy ass and have gone shopping this afternoon.
my cousins are fcking unbelievable. always alwaysfighting and their parents cant even handle them because one spoilt them rotten. they play video games LITERALLY all day and when it's taken away from them, get ready for severe tantrums. there's almost never any peace in this house anymore because of their constant yelling. i swear, i know it's horrible of me to say this because they're my fam but i want them out asap. i'm so ready to move out omfg.
Why can't we just have shipping portals, like it's just this vortex where you can get your items instantly when you order them. 2 day shipping isn't fast enough mango.
My grandmother just told me to eat more and stuff
V pissed off rn becuse no ty
if i dont want to eat, i dont want to eat pls dont force me thank u gramma
i love her but ugh
also she hugged me and touched my face and stuff and i'm not v comfortable with physical contact unless i initiate it and it just makes me cringe internally ew
on the brighter side tho, my mom said she would buy me my milk and cookies if she passed my the grocery store so thats nice
Sometimes, when I hold grudges from the internet, it's extremely difficult to drop it, even when it's past a month. I may have done guilty things in the past (not illegal, but still bad), but that doesn't reflect my personality. In fact, I only act up if people choose to be mean or rude to me. Sometimes, that's not true, but I regret doing these guilty things. Also, when I write about my experiences on this site, if I ever bring up how people are being mean or rude to me, I'm not writing them to ruin their reputations or make them feel bad. It's to discuss how things went for me, just like writing a diary. I don't even name who's being mean or rude to me.
EDIT: Wow! I written this post at 3:00 in the morning, I really need to sleep.
EDIT 2: No, I'm not trying to start an argument. I'm just sharing my problem with grudges and how I'm tired of holding onto them.
lol my grams cooks like that too
she was over the other week and made chilaquiles, carne asada, albondigas, elotes, omelettes, tortas, pasta, and lots more haha i miss it heavy