What's Bothering You?

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My piercing hurtsssssss. It gets jiggled around all the time, and I never feel a thing, but when I have to straighten it back out it hurts like HELLLLL.
 
This year a guy who asked me out the year before left my high school. I still see him at track meets and it's so awkward between us. I feel like I need to see him and I look forward to going to meets because of him, but at the same time I don't know if he wants to see me and it makes me want to run and hide. When he asked me out I told him that I wasn't ready for a relationship like that, even though I did want to date him and had had a crush on him for a while before. I'm scared that he hates me and thinks that I never liked him to begin with. I know it's selfish of me to think this, but sometimes I believe I'm the reason he left. Of course, that can't be right, he doesn't think of me all the time and it's egotistical of me to think that. Tomorrow I have a track meet and I want to say something, but I don't know what to do.
 
This year a guy who asked me out the year before left my high school. I still see him at track meets and it's so awkward between us. I feel like I need to see him and I look forward to going to meets because of him, but at the same time I don't know if he wants to see me and it makes me want to run and hide. When he asked me out I told him that I wasn't ready for a relationship like that, even though I did want to date him and had had a crush on him for a while before. I'm scared that he hates me and thinks that I never liked him to begin with. I know it's selfish of me to think this, but sometimes I believe I'm the reason he left. Of course, that can't be right, he doesn't think of me all the time and it's egotistical of me to think that. Tomorrow I have a track meet and I want to say something, but I don't know what to do.

This is like exactly what happened to me, but reversed. I asked out this guy I really liked, maybe even loved, but he turned me down because he said he wasn't looking for a relationship. I probably wouldn't ever ask him out again out of respect, but I mean if he asked me out I'd definitely consider. No, this isn't like that teenagers in love kinda thing. I think I legit love him, he is one of my best friends after all. And we've known each other for years. Anyways, I'm rambling. I think you should totally talk to him about it, but only if you feel ready. Even if he's moved on, I hate the feeling of not knowing, because I didn't try. And maybe you feel that way too. No matter what happens, good luck, and I hope it works out in the end for you and this guy. :)
 
Hm something just doesn't feel the same but maybe it's all in my head - smt is definitely up though
I can sense it o-o
 
i cant think of anything other than where my copy of achhd might be
 
my sister is being something, i would use petty but it doesn't seem right, or annoying but i feel like it's very generalized. i don't have school tmr but she does, and she keeps telling me to hit the hay because the light from my room is bothering her, but my room is the furthest away from hers and i literally only have one lamp on that's behind my computer, so no one can really see it. i think she's just annoyed i'm not doing what my mom asked (to go to sleep) but like c'mon cut me some slack : /
 
Maybe it was just a long damned phase that needs to die.

I want to talk to her, but at the same time i don't think me and her are on good terms. God, i miss her.
 
Seriously throat? Now? So everyone else in my house has been sick since last week and I've been fine, thankfully, I thought maybe I was just in the clear, but nope, today, on my Friday, in the middle of my shift OUT OF NOWHERE my throat feels like I just swallowed glass.. got some tea to maybe sooth it some but it's fake tea so it's prob not gunna help... and the coughs are starting like... dude.
 
Every week for the past few weeks has been exams and group work assignments. It's really beginning to get on my nerves. I have a midterm on Wednesday and another group assignment for a different class.
 
Today is the test for my drivers license. I'm really great at parallel parking, but they took that off the test. I'm not very great at my 2 point turn, which happens to be, on the test...

- - - Post Merge - - -

I'm so nervous :I
 
I hate how I can be fine and read one thing and suddenly get a deep horrible feeling of self hatred, it's pathetic.
 
>completes what i think is the last job/quest chain on the garden game
>>turns out i missed one of them so there is one quest/jobchain left
>>>FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
 
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