you were the cause for me wanting to die when i was younger and you need to stop annoying the *** out of me - its not even minor everyday things but all the stupid things you do that make no sense to me. You catch on so slowly, you speak so damn loud, you micro manage the heck out of my life, you ask the same question so many times, you ask stupid questions that have obvious answers, you get mad at me when i seem upset (even though im not??), you interrupt my work flow, you only tell bad things about me to my mom so she won't reward me for the good things I do with school, you piss me off in every single way possible - 7 days a week and maybe 5 if I'm lucky
I should feel bad for saying this but i can't wait till you're gone forever most of the time I wish i had a dad that was normal - someone that I could rely on to give me answers but you end up just responding with "what??" and you are no help what so ever. You just make things more difficult in my life. Im suprised that my mom, who I love very much, is prioritized way over me and my sister - your own dna doesnt matter ok thanks? School doesn't help much either - I feel so so sad and I'm not sure why but i completely broke down crying in the shower. Its so tiring and im afraid of things going back to how there were before. I feel so idiotic sometimes even though I made it through the the last two years on the honors roll. I hope things don't end up like how they did in middle school
