What's Bothering You?

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I have so much to do, and so much has been procrastinated. It always goes like this: I wake up, thinking today is gonna be the day I'll finally get lots of stuff achieved. At night, I still have so much to do, I'm tired because I haven't slept well since I haven't really accomplished much and I'm stressing out because it'll slowly pile up over the weekend and to the next week.

The same thing every single day, every week, every month. There's no break from it. In my free time I don't know what to do anymore either; I've done everything I need to and I don't really know what to do anymore. Instead of enjoying the time by myself, I'm worrying about what I should do. Even though there's nothing I need to do, it still bothers me.

It's like the stress from procrastination left a hole in me, and now that I'm not procrastinating anymore, it's indirectly affecting me. I just want a break from life.
 
I finally had my first meal of the day, at 7:15pm

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I feel, 5'1" 99 pounds, I get bullied a lot irl about being fat.... people suck

ummm who are these people? if this is serious then i think they belong in a mental institution. that sounds pretty underweight
 
my stiff neck may not be done with me yet it seems.. but i wanna keep working on this. Q.Q
also not bothering me exactly but this place is always hella dead at this time
 
update: im good on SQ. just tried to file my nails into an almond shape while watching SQ and i kinda sorta flopped terribly. my pointer's aight tho
 
last day in class except next monday when we need to go there and hand it in... it was a bit sad but I learned a lot and got a lot of interesting views and new obsessions, both musically and film-wise.. frick imma miss it so hard ;o;

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also fff RIP Alan Rickman :/ Forever 'die hard'...
 
...I'm having way too much feelings.

Like.. I really really liked the class, my teacher is so good and we got to see a lot fo interesting things and the guests/-teachers we had was really interesting.. especially this old political filmmaker guy that brought one of his own works he did with his then-partner and told us a lot of things about that and his/their other works.. and the assignments have been really fun even if the words took time to come out through the fingers sometimes..

Which goes the other way cause this is the final week of it, had the last class today so now I only need to finish this final assignments, hand it in latest monday morning and then it's.. done. Gonna be empty asf.
 
i just can't be bothered to get of my *** and get my stylus

even tho trying to type how i usually do is too much effort so i'm typing in all lowercase

why must the wii u gamepad be so ****in big
 
Trying to talk/make conversations with people who're somewhat decently famous on Youtube (Range of 5k Subs or whatever) Not saying I'd be trying to stalk them, but they always reply to other people's comments but not mine? I'm just asking basic questions here about their content and it's like, gee thanks.

I mean, I'm glad to be friends with PhoenixMaster, but I wanna be friends with other good Youtube smashers too.
 
wow that was not a good idea now i got all these freaking ideas again ahhh
 
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My doctor's appointment isn't till this upcoming Tuesday and I've just been feeling like sht.
I keep having skip heart beats and sometimes they hurt.
I've been eating way too much and sleeping in way too much. Even after I'm done sleeping I'm still sleep deprived and lack any type of energy. It takes me about a hour to get going and if I do I'm just back to being deprived.
 
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