What's Bothering You?

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I feel like something is seriously wrong with me. Things can be going so well in my life & I just shut down at random intervals and stop showing interest in everything, stop talking to everyone, and become a real drag to be around. I'm also legitimately tired all the time -- I could wake up after 8 hours of sleep, shower, and then be ready to go back to sleep again for the entire day.

I just want to operate like normal.
 
i'm tired of pushing myself so often. i set a goal and can't stop until i reach it, hurting my heart and body. then, when i feel like i'm about to fail or when i naturally want to stop or take a break, it's panic i'm met with instead. like stopping is the worst thing i could do, but when i do stop, it takes me a long time to re-start because it's exhausting...

i want to be able to recover. stop having to fight and struggle for my right to peace. it's been 24 whole years and it is not too much to ask for an... actual genuine break, for substantial healing. this coupled with financial instability and fear of losing your safe space, your home? good night.
 
people stressing me af because they refuse to let me know if i still can do work practice there and wtf no i'm not gonna search 20 jobs a day just bc smol amount of money siiigh
 
I want to go out and catch some pokes on Pokemon GO but because I waited forever to wash my clothes now I don't have any jeans to wear ^^"

Also I really want to ride my bike to the local gas stop and get somethin to eat but I don't have a bike lock at home so I would have to walk there .-.
 
I really wish I wasn't so affected by everything you do. Just reminds me why I'm tempted to hide from getting close to people. Not healthy.
 
I! Hate! Group work!

Big mood tbh. One of my group members still hasn't uploaded his stuff and it's making it really hard to work with ):

The online Word editor is terrible to use! Like I try to delete one letter and then the formatting goes out the window, figures and tables teleport and everything just goes to mashed potatoes.
 
I have a huge cut on my arm and it hurts but i got it treated with Neosporin and some proper medical bandaging so its fine.
Still hurts tho :c
 
"I was just like you when I was younger. I would think that my hands were dirty, and washed them a lot like you're doing."

I don't really believe you, Mom. If you experienced what it was like, then you shouldn't have called me mental and insane. You would have been more sympathetic and understanding to me if the same thing happened to you. Also, would you just stop it with the damn comparisons and just show some emotional support?
 
I'm so, SO SICK of these headaches and migraines. So sick of this stress. I feel I have to put in so much energy in NOT getting one. I'm only 25. It can be so disabling. I have work to do, I have things I want to do and places to go. Half the time I have an ice pack to the head instead. However, I know that I can at least help improve this in some ways. I'll be working on that.
 
Looks like I have to stay up to call this place, as "Someone spent my money." somehow translates to "I don't know how to change my password" in automated emails.
I feel bad for the costumer service rep that'll have to deal with a very tired and grumpy me.
 
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my mum called me fat because im 153cm and 47kg and shes 157cm and 48kg ok i dont have to be a stick like u
 
my mum called me fat because im 153cm and 47kg and shes 157cm and 48kg ok i dont have to be a stick like u

wow she sounds unhealthy.

anyways mom yes it bothers me because you always buy stuff with nuts without even bother to stop once second and check what you get. like if it happened once okay i can take it but.. everytime or doing it on purpose no.
 
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