we-lllllll... I've never technically 'dated', but I can't say I haven't been liked before. And I've had crushes since I was 4... (not joking, it's what my dad said)
But there was this one boy that I really, really liked. It was during last year's soccer. My friend came up with the nickname "JellyBean" to call him. I liked that he wasn't clingy, and he didn't push me to do anything. He just wanted to take it slow, not rush things. Sometimes I wish he would've. Two times he was going to say something, but then he would mess up my name, apologize, turn red, and say, "screw it" and walk away

And my mom... UGH, she'll never let me date. I can't even date someone 2 years older than me, let alone 3. I'd be
lucky if I got to date someone a year older than me. And it sucks sometimes to be homeschooled. I sometimes wonder how girls who have been homeschooled ever even date until they're 21, let alone get married. Maybe it's just my mom.
I haven't crushed on anyone for about a year (since JellyBean). Except this huge jerk who is full of himself and doesn't even care about me anymore. I hate him so much.