Well.. Summer's almost over. Was it great?

My summer was mostly boring.For most of it I just played video games,I would love to go traveling,the only traveling I've done is in the stae I live in,Colorado,and Las Vegas...:(
 
What I did last summer
- Dance Central/Just Dance with friends
- Dota 2 with friends
- Spend 1 month for Rune Factory
- Went to resort with relatives
- Youtube
- Drawing
- Mall
- 4D rider with cousins (Abandon School, Miley Cyrus is there)
- Shopping

I have no life
 
Blargh it was a horrible summer! I did NOTHING.

This year I wanted to actually go out with my friends instead of being inside all day, but all this time not once have I gone to a friends' house or a friend at mine D:

One of my friends' had a birthday party early summer but I was sick and couldn't go T^T I still haven't given her her gift LOL.

I've been pretty depressed this summer though because my best friend (We met online a VERY long time ago, she lives in Florida, I live in Texas) and we were finally going to meet up. Then she got mad at me(It was before summer started too!!) and I have no idea what for D: (She was singing and I said "shut up" jokingly because we do that to each other all the time, she hung up, and we haven't talked since. At first I thought it was her internet or she went on vacation or something, then I saw her profile picture change and I got the message that she's not talking to me T^T )

My dad lost his job a while back too, so we didn't have any money to go on vacation this year so I didn't go out at all.

I don't like summer and I don't like school. I hate public places because I'm extremely shy, but I can't go in the sun, and I hate being locked up inside all the time, yet I do it anyway..

- - - Post Merge - - -

One good thing is next week I'm going to animecon :'D Finally out of the house!!! And hot topic got a whole bunch of anime shirts (And a whole boat load of attack on titan stuff!!!!!! That was heaven for me)
 
Complete crap. My dad got sick and I had to take care of him pretty much the entire summer. I'm a teenager, I want to actually do stuff and go to movies and hang out with my boyfriend. But my handicapped and bedbound dad couldn't be left at home by himself. He'd constantly need something to drink, something to eat, he'd need the TV remote, he'd need his catheter bag emptied, if he dropped something like his phone, he'd need someone to get it for him, ect. The fact that he's a recovering alcoholic and he's quite possibly the biggest jerk to walk the planet didn't help any. My aunt actually came to help for awhile while I went to marching band camp, meaning she was stuck with him at home for two weeks. He absolutely hates her. By the end of the week he had thrown stuff at her at least once a day, forbid her from entering the living room, forbid her from sitting on the couch, forbid her from talking, forbid her from using the washing machine, forbid her from making any noise at all, ect. She was literally in tears the day she left. He gave her death threats almost every day and cussed her out every time she walked through the living room.

Since he's bedbound and practically immobile, he can't do anything at all during the day so he's started buying useless junk from the internet. Turns out he's been spending about 300 dollars a month on this stuff, which is a huge deal because my mom only just now got a new job after being unemployed for months. As if that weren't bad enough, the money he's using to pay for all this crap comes out of my college fund. Smh.
 
Terrible, My friend was away, my only friend was away, her little sister is currently fighting leukemia, and was at Primary Childrens for the whole summer, my friend went to her aunt's house, and I can't even remember the last time we played! And everyone else is scared of my family, they think we worship the devil, and ignore us, like "Oh, nobody lives here, let's got to the next house...". All I can say is WORST.SUMMER.EVER :p
 
I have a month left and then I'm starting sixth form here in the UK soooooooo I am really not looking forward to that. :( Not looking forward to trying to make new friends, not looking forward to getting lost, not looking forward to getting tons of homework, not looking forward to it at all. :( I don't feel like I have done much this summer, though. I mean, I had a longer holiday than most due to exams so I finished early. I didn't do much, though. I mean, at the beginning, I had lots of things, like a speaking competition I was in the final of, prom, a friend's party, ballet show, etc, but then it sort of just died down and I haven't done anything since. All of my friends are on holiday too so I don't get to see them. :\ It's been boring at the moment, but I feel like next week will be different because I'll be going out and doing lots of stuff. I mean, I say it's boring but that's only because I'm sitting here doing nothing. When I'll look back on it, I know I'll think "ahh it was good in the end", so yeah. :P I mean I have my exam results day in 2 weeks so I do need things to do so I can kill time until then.
 
Eh. Not the best summer I've ever had, but not the worst, either. I'm just really excited to move to my new apartment in a couple of weeks and be back in school. I really miss being in class. :c
 
Well, I end my 3 year inturnship in a few weeks. Thats kindqa good and bad news. (Got my diploma, but will miss the crap out of people living & working there).
Buttttt, after that I will be looking for an appartment, so thats nice. After that I will search for a new job, a nicely paying one hopefully.
Aaand, I`m investigating a new form of treatment for APD, so fingers crossed on that one.
Not to mention I made a true friend over the last years, since graduation I can safely consider her a friend. That gives me great rest.

So yeah, its been on those accounts a great summer.
Ofcourse also a lot of negative crap happened, but to protect those close to me, I can`t really mention them. However, they are big enough to give me mixed feelings. Sigh. All I can say, especially for an avoidant person, it was epically eventfull. With based on my life experience, a very high good-to-bad ratio.
 
I had a really great summer as I got to go to California and go places with my family that I never met.
We just clicked and it was a roller coaster of rainbow fun from there.
Disneyland, mall chaos, etc.
However, once I got back, all my friends started crushing me with calls about wanting to hang out when all I wanted to do was rest.
I put it off for weeks now and now I feel like a jerk absorbed in book reports that I'm procrastinating.
So~~ overall....good and bad. xD
 
Eh, mine could have been better. I spent most of my time inside playing video games. Don't get me wrong, it's fun, but left me feeling very unfulfilled. I enjoyed the alone time I got to have though. However this month hasn't been the best. I have to perform a solo for my choral group on the first day of classes and I'm horrified of singing alone in front of people and to make matters worse my dad is making me go on a weeklong vacation with his whole family and they're families which I hate and takes up a ton of time I could be hom practicing since the solo is 6 days after we get back. So that really sucks, but I'm excited to see friends again and get off of my social break.
 
Kind of disappointed that my trip to Toronto fell flat, but other than that it's been okay. Not as good as last year though. But hey, still a little less than a month left.
 
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