~Things that scare you~

- Bees
- Toxic gas
- Being alone (as in having nobody and being unwanted, not actually being alone)
- Eggs I HATE EGGS AAAA THEY MAKE ME FEEL SICK
- Not waking up, so death pretty much
- Demons or anything supernatural omg
 
interesting story i have:

when i was really young, i used to love bugs. i'd let caterpillars crawl on my fingers, pick up beetles and let them sit on my arms... if there's any bug that i haven't touched or took care of, then you can call me a liar. at one point i even kept caterpillars in my house, although all of them died since i was a kid and i didn't know the first thing about taking care of them. i'd often bring the bugs to my parents and show it to them. they were and still are the most open-minded, caring parents in the entire world, so they supported my love of bugs and told me lots of facts about them.

HOWEVER, that all changed one day. my step-sister ( me and my family rarely mention of her since she's pretty nasty. she wasn't always that way, but times can change. ) was babysitting me. i'm not sure where my parents were, but like .... i remember bringing a caterpillar and/or a beetle to my sister and showing it. i must've said something like " sissy, look! ". as soon as she turned around and saw the bug on my hands, she immediately screamed. i was four at the time, so i had absolutely no idea what happened, so i dropped the bug and immediately cried my eyes out since i had no idea what the hell was going on.

ever since then, i developed a huge fear of bugs. caterpillars, butterflies, and ladybugs don't scare me a whole lot, but bees and flies and other creepy crawlies scare the absolute crap out of me. i'd literally scream or jump back in surprise. it's still one of the many things i resent my step-sister for... :/
 
-spiders
-ghosts
-heights
-wasps
-bugs in general

I have many more but I'm too lazy right now to say them all XD
 
When looking into the eyes of the bugs, sirens, dark halls and rooms, a person standing in the middle of the road staring at you, if you did anything bad, sudden stops in a car, falling out of bed, failing a test, car crash, horror movies, losing your jewelery or imporant informations cx
 
- extreme heights (its moreso the fear of falling but w/e)
- the water, especially deep bodies of water that you can't see through no thank you
- most flying insects, the bigger the worse
- the thought that i could die and my internet friends won't know, which goes with-
- constant fear of being murdered
- house centipedes
- cockroaches (I've only seen em in person once and that's more than enough)
- talking in public
 
bugs
reptiles
amphibians
small enclosed space
the thought of not finding a boyfriend
the days where i have no money
 
Aliens. To be honest I used to be scared of a lot of other things, sometimes the spirits I see spook me a bit but mostly my only fear left is aliens. I used to be scared of spiders, now I appreciate them, but don't like when they are on me or directly above me on the ceiling, I'm not about that life, but usually I'll just take them outside and set them free instead of squashing them. I used to be scared of snakes now I LOVE THEM, I got over it pretty fast but as a kid I was terrified, but now I even intend to get one as a pet in like a week! I used to be scared of the dark, but not so much anymore, I am more scared of slamming my toe into something in the dark or tripping over everything so I will still use a light to navigate my dark house, don't get me wrong I do still have my moments where my mind likes to matrix things and I'll start to freak a bit but usually it's just for a split second and I get over it. I used to be scared of ghosts but now I am pretty desensitized to them, they can freak me out on occasion when they do something ultra creepy but mostly they make me sad not scared.
 
- spiders
- bees
- most insects tbh
- the dark
- loud noises
- needles
 
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