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Tfw you can’t decide on an avatar

I kind of like this one though, even if it is off-centered.

Nevermind, this one is MUCH better and something I‘ve been wanting for awhile. A friend who is experienced in gif and video editing helped me create it using the last scene from the last (current) ending of the show. The other one was too intense for me, but I love this one. 😍
 
There's this plant I really want, it's a Raven ZZ plant and omg I want it. I think I'm gonna have to buy it when I go to work tomorrow. It requires low light so I think I'll put it on my desk. My desk is under my bed cause I have a loft bed.
 
I’m crying because I realized no matter what, I don’t want to be mad at people for anything regarding friendship, no matter whose fault it was. How could I? I feel like for so long something has been holding me back in my life, keeping me from being the best person I can be, and now I‘m finally starting to realize what that is. All I want to do now is let those negative feelings go so that I can become an even better person. Not just for others, but myself as well.
 
i'm so mentally unstable from everything that has happened and people who i thought cared about me literally watched me drown this past week. i was practically begging to be pulled up but unfortunately the true colors showed instead. i hate it here. i don't know why i'm still trying, still bothering, still seeking to exist. if i've learned one thing, there's just no purpose to life. none at all.
 
i'm so mentally unstable from everything that has happened and people who i thought cared about me literally watched me drown this past week. i was practically begging to be pulled up but unfortunately the true colors showed instead. i hate it here. i don't know why i'm still trying, still bothering, still seeking to exist. if i've learned one thing, there's just no purpose to life. none at all.
Oh sweet pea I wish I could give you a hug. Some people are toxic to be around but you know this. Some people making breathing feel worth it. I can't say I understand what you're going through. But what I can say is, one day you'll have surrounded yourself with people you love and trust. One day, the things that are bothering you will be a closed book on the shelf. One day, you'll be able to look out and smile knowing you made your life your own. No one can take that from you. The struggle, the pain, all of that will be worth it to make it out on the other side. You'll be stronger and wiser knowing who to let in thanks to these people. They won't deserve your smile. Do what you can now to distance yourself from them. Little by little, day by day make steps to get away~ and one day, you'll be happier and healthier and far away from their mess. I'm sorry you're going through this. If you need a hand to pull you out of the pool for awhile PM me. I'll be an ear~
 
Oh sweet pea I wish I could give you a hug. Some people are toxic to be around but you know this. Some people making breathing feel worth it. I can't say I understand what you're going through. But what I can say is, one day you'll have surrounded yourself with people you love and trust. One day, the things that are bothering you will be a closed book on the shelf. One day, you'll be able to look out and smile knowing you made your life your own. No one can take that from you. The struggle, the pain, all of that will be worth it to make it out on the other side. You'll be stronger and wiser knowing who to let in thanks to these people. They won't deserve your smile. Do what you can now to distance yourself from them. Little by little, day by day make steps to get away~ and one day, you'll be happier and healthier and far away from their mess. I'm sorry you're going through this. If you need a hand to pull you out of the pool for awhile PM me. I'll be an ear~

your post made me cry (but in a good way!) i appreciate it so much, so much more than you know. you're so kind. thank you for what you said. i almost forgot what empathy felt like; thank you for instilling some hope in me.
 
your post made me cry (but in a good way!) i appreciate it so much, so much more than you know. you're so kind. thank you for what you said. i almost forgot what empathy felt like; thank you for instilling some hope in me.
💖~ I've got lots of it to spare so if you ever need it I'm a button push away.
 
I feel like im doing the same thing everyday lately and its strange.
It also happened to me a week before school ended.
 
Googling about ZZ plants:

ZZ plants prefer bright, indirect light but can still survive in low-light conditions. These plants can even thrive with bright, fluorescent light. This is one of the main reasons why they are a popular choice for indoor spaces with no windows.

It can also go up to 4 months without water, and it only needs to he watered 7-14 days.

I'm so gonna buy it when I go to work today.
 
...so does that mean Jeremy has access to all our private and personal information?

TIL
I think he actually does on some server in regards to PM and what we write here but I don't think he uses it unless a police investigation would be in place or such.

Also dang I'm ordering these things gdi this lol
 
I feel weird today and I don't really know why. Well, I think I do, but really I don't. It's complicated.
Also, I meant emotionally weird.
 
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