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sometimes I wonder if I'm really being myself or if I'm just putting on a facade.

the way I used to be I was a social outcast and generally was shut in, but I had plenty of hobbies and interests that I enjoyed to keep myself occupied

now I have a few friends, kinda in the "in" crowd now and I've either abandoned or chose to hide my hobbies because I feel like they'd be seen as weird... but life feels a bit better this way.

still feel lonely often though, funny how that works
 
I've been working on taking better care of myself and doing what I need to do to put myself in a better environment, but every so often these feelings of frustration and isolation still come up. I wanna try to deal with them but I'm not sure how. I just really hope they'll go away eventually.
 
I just checked out a Pokémon manga on Amazon and literally every negative review is about how you have to read it like a manga. One person wrote that it was incorrectly glued together. 😂
 
bro what’s it with people adding my fc and not telling me,, if i don’t recognize the name i’m not adding you back lmao
 
why is this a repeating 'life lesson' in my life? is the life lesson to never become friends with people again? should i just be alone forever, as i am doomed to be? why must nothing be stable or stay the same forever? why can't i just be happy?
 
I just checked out a Pokémon manga on Amazon and literally every negative review is about how you have to read it like a manga. One person wrote that it was incorrectly glued together. 😂
I've an old pokemon manga from before their designs were as corporately regulated. Magical Pokemon Journey, Eevee the genius. In one of the chapters, they get drunk on apple cider.
 
Man, I found Mallary when I started Island Hopping only to find her again when I ran out of tickets...
This is probably the first time in my life where I can say I ended up where I started.
 
They say knowledge is power, but the true power is the willpower to stick to anything. Like screw basic facts and memory, try doing! 😅
 
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