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i have to write an essay about the character roger from thank you m'am (no idea why its m'am instead of ma'am. that always kinda bothered me) for school, and i havent written in essay in like, 2 years. it feels so weird to be using proper grammar and punctuation so much. and im writing so many words too..

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ok update mrs jones looks really cute omg 😭 i would hug her

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I'm thinking about rewriting the novel I'm doing to 3rd POV. I have it in 1st POV, but it feels like it's not working and it's my first attempt at even writing in this point of view. I heard it's quite popular with the romance genre for today and many YouTube content creators are like "It's more intimate than third person" and I don't really agree with that. 3rd person deep is just like first person, so I don't get it.

I'm still new to reading books in first person. Most I've read are rather quick and bite-size like. I don't get it, maybe I'm just dumb.

Like I was pretty much writing in that style already (my best stuff at least) and have no clue that I was.
 
Watched the “Recess” episode where Randall does stand-up and I know they’re kids, but those jokes were weak. I was surprised all those kids were laughing lol.
 
Sora 2 has changed how I see Mr. Rogers, even though it's obviously AI generated. Imagine someone watching some Sora 2 AI Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood videos and thinking these videos are from real episodes. 🤣
 
I love that feeling of laying down to sleep and going from feeling super hyper and fidgety, to my brain slowly giving in to sleep. For a few seconds, I am aware of the total calmness of my mind and body before drifting off. I wish I could feel those few seconds of peace more often
 
As I learn more by googling out of curiosity, I learned that In-N-Out had Drive-Thru before McDonald’s did. I can see where In-N-Out got its name. It was McDonald’s that made Drive-Thru a necessity for fast food chains.
 
Logically, it's not the smartest move, but my mind keeps telling me I am meant to move to the NYC area. I feel a pull to NYC that is hard to explain. I can't picture a future for myself anywhere else. I grew up wanting to visit the place more than anything and when I finally did I was disillusioned quickly. Much of the city is overcrowded and overstimulating. Now that it's been nearly ten years, I can look back on my time there and see the parts I did enjoy and what I would do if I returned.

I would have to compromise to make the move possible. Roommates would be a requirement and it'd have to be an outer borough or a New Jersey suburb so I'm less overwhelmed. I would also have to prove to my parents I'm capable of being independent despite my autism. Is it risky? Yes. But this feels like the path I'm meant to take.
 
Logically, it's not the smartest move, but my mind keeps telling me I am meant to move to the NYC area. I feel a pull to NYC that is hard to explain. I can't picture a future for myself anywhere else. I grew up wanting to visit the place more than anything and when I finally did I was disillusioned quickly. Much of the city is overcrowded and overstimulating. Now that it's been nearly ten years, I can look back on my time there and see the parts I did enjoy and what I would do if I returned.

I would have to compromise to make the move possible. Roommates would be a requirement and it'd have to be an outer borough or a New Jersey suburb so I'm less overwhelmed. I would also have to prove to my parents I'm capable of being independent despite my autism. Is it risky? Yes. But this feels like the path I'm meant to take.
This isnt quite the same as NYC, but I miss the San Francisco bay area! I miss the hectic lifestyle! Taking the train to the other side of the bay, sitting in traffic while looking at the city skyline across the water...

If it calls to you, go for it! The worst that can happen is it doesnt work out and you explore other options, and you will have an interesting chapter of your life to tell. In a weird way, I am excited for you!
 
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