so for the last month or so I've been thinking "man I feel like I have a crush on my friend" but like it's been bothering me really bad cause I was pretty positive it wasn't a romantic crush (I'm pretty positive that I'm aromantic) so I'm like well what else could it be?? well today I learned about a "platonic crush" where you love somebody very dearly but not in a romantic way, and now I'm thinking that's what I feel. the best way I heard someone describe it is "instead of wanting to kiss them until they can't breathe, you want to rent all the movies with them and have a sleepover."
for real tho I have no clue where my life would be without him. it's 12am and I can't sleep and he's over here cracking jokes and making me laugh. we're celebrating the "dawn of the last day - 24 hours remain" since 3D All Stars comes out tomorrow.
I've talked to him basically every day since we first met in Feb 2017 and ughuhuu he's just so great I can't even
