I, for the second time, kissed some guy who already had a girlfriend
I am so pathetic, I just wanted to feel important to a guy for like a good 5 seconds before letting the guilt sink in
Things aren't awkward between me and the guy bc we took a long walk to discuss afterwards but idk, I still feel dumb for treating kisses like they aren't that big of a deal and sdkgjd
Anyway that kiss with him was terrible but fulfilling in a way bc I was honestly curious about how it felt like to kiss him and now I know