A Sadness Thread

I hate unloading all my problems to people, especially strangers but

-I'm constantly anxious (to the point where I take quite a few medications for it), and it makes me grit my teeth all the time which is very painful
-Because I grit my teeth so often I misaligned my jaw and now I can't eat a lot of foods because my back teeth clash when I chew. I probably have TMJ.
-I have no friends where I live and I haven't had any in years
-It takes hours to fall asleep and for some reason I keep waking up every two hours and having problems going back to sleep. I usually give up at 5 or 6 AM after a few hours of restless sleep. I don't know why this is happening.
-Though I'm really excited to see my best friend in two months, I have to take a plane to her country and I'm terrified of flying
-I was recently hospitalized for my depression and it hasn't gotten any better since I got home

I feel like such a downer :c

Nah, you're not a downer. Everybody on this thread complains, it's just nice to get it out. In fact, doing it anonymously is probably the best way to go about it, because no one can accurately judge you. It just lets you say what you need to say, and be done with it. You don't have to explain yourself, you just have to talk.
 
- I just told my friend something that ruined her birthday...I didn't know about it....
- I'm confused with my sexuality... :'(

sigh....some days are just not good ones...
 
-I have just had someone close to me pass away
-My best friend is moving away. They are the only person I can trust with everything
-A friend of mine backstabbed me
-I often get ignored by everyone and I have trouble making friends
-I have trouble trusting people and talking about my problems
-My parents are always fighting
 
Ahh lets see.. I'm sure I can come up with SOMETHING, haha.. :(

- I'm overeating a lot recently (especially fast food), body image is already poor and for some reason,can't drag myself to the gym
- My acne is coming back, the above probably one of a few reasons why </3
- My best friend lives states away from me
- I don't really have anybody I can call a close friend other than the above (meaning nobody I can really trust)
- Socially awkward?

Oh well.. it IS nice to get it out there sometimes. I do have loved ones though as far away as they may be, and a very caring lover of 4 years :)
 
Ugh, my college's webmail is down meaning I can't find out what the topic was for my Media Studies essay and I can't download my Biology re-sit revision pack which my teacher was going to email to me... This is what happens when I actually decide to spend a day doing my work and revision :(

I got my new car (Technically not mine yet, it's in my dad's name but after my 17th birthday he'll fill in some forms to make it mine...) last week and it's just sitting on the front drive, my parents have driven it loads already but I REALLY want to drive it... It's just sitting there teasing me, I could go grab the keys and drive it now but I'm a law abiding citizen so I won't but, ugh, I want to...
119 days until my birthday, then I get my provisional license and I can drive my precious (With a parent in the car too)
My parents want to send me on one of those intensive driving lesson course things were you spend 1-2 weeks of learning to drive everyday and then you do your test at the end, but I want to spend my time learning so I can build up my confidence...
tl;dr I want to drive my car but I can't...

EDIT: This is the car if anyone is interested:
http://www.seat.co.uk/content/uk/brand/en/models/mii/versions/se.html
 
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Ugh, my college's webmail is down meaning I can't find out what the topic was for my Media Studies essay and I can't download my Biology re-sit revision pack which my teacher was going to email to me... This is what happens when I actually decide to spend a day doing my work and revision :(

I got my new car (Technically not mine yet, it's in my dad's name but after my 17th birthday he'll fill in some forms to make it mine...) last week and it's just sitting on the front drive, my parents have driven it loads already but I REALLY want to drive it... It's just sitting there teasing me, I could go grab the keys and drive it now but I'm a law abiding citizen so I won't but, ugh, I want to...
119 days until my birthday, then I get my provisional license and I can drive my precious (With a parent in the car too)
My parents want to send me on one of those intensive driving lesson course things were you spend 1-2 weeks of learning to drive everyday and then you do your test at the end, but I want to spend my time learning so I can build up my confidence...
tl;dr I want to drive my car but I can't...

EDIT: This is the car if anyone is interested:
http://www.seat.co.uk/content/uk/brand/en/models/mii/versions/se.html

Ahh, the "Drivers Ed" as we call them here.
They are usually around $630 with tax when we take them, and we have to sit in a classroom for 4 days, and about 7 or 8 hours, learning the rules of the road. I never took it yet, but my brother did, and now he has to do a bunch of driving hours with an instructor. Benefits are reduced insurance, mainly. I also heard you can get your full license quicker.
 
Ahh, the "Drivers Ed" as we call them here.
They are usually around $630 with tax when we take them, and we have to sit in a classroom for 4 days, and about 7 or 8 hours, learning the rules of the road. I never took it yet, but my brother did, and now he has to do a bunch of driving hours with an instructor. Benefits are reduced insurance, mainly. I also heard you can get your full license quicker.

My parents want me to go through that as I am one of the youngest in my year group so they want me to catch up... It doesn't look too bad, but I'm still nervous about driving even though I really want to drive... Though my parents are now pushing me to revise for my theory test as well as my A Level exams, I have very little time for fun now, though I guess that's what happens when you have to start growing up... :(
 
I was already having a bad day since two of my other friends are also moving and I got yelled at by my dad. Then to make it worse a group of random people started making fun of me and following me wherever I went. I have no idea who they were. They aren't going to stop and are going to keep their eye out for me. I am guessing this will become a routine.
 
I was already having a bad day since two of my other friends are also moving and I got yelled at by my dad. Then to make it worse a group of random people started making fun of me and following me wherever I went. I have no idea who they were. They aren't going to stop and are going to keep their eye out for me. I am guessing this will become a routine.

Dude, what a bunch of jerks. Just (if you're a student) try telling a teacher or file a bullying report. If nothing is done against it, tell your parents. Because of the stupid school system, they don't seem to take kids seriously a lot of the time.
Good luck!
 
Dude, what a bunch of jerks. Just (if you're a student) try telling a teacher or file a bullying report. If nothing is done against it, tell your parents. Because of the stupid school system, they don't seem to take kids seriously a lot of the time.
Good luck!

Or you could just kill em with fire... (kidding)

Have ya asked em why they're followin ya?
 
I was already having a bad day since two of my other friends are also moving and I got yelled at by my dad. Then to make it worse a group of random people started making fun of me and following me wherever I went. I have no idea who they were. They aren't going to stop and are going to keep their eye out for me. I am guessing this will become a routine.
I agree with telling a teacher,
Just to let you know, the moment you leave your house if your on your own, till you get back home, you are the schools responsibility. If you get hurt it could cost the school if you sue. So they will want to end it.
Otherwise, if they don't do it. If there picking on you, and it becomes a constant.
Call the local authorities, tell them what's going on and they will take care of it. If that dosnt work.
Let them know your becoming unstable and feeling the need to retaliate in the worst way. Then they will step it up.

I got bullied when I was younger, the school stepped in. It didn't stop. And the school let them know if he did anything elce. He would be expelled. That ended it.

Now days, I'm still a strawberry short cake, 5'7 . But I got crazy into lifting and I'm bigger then most my past people.
Get some weights, even just work out in your garage if you have one with the door open, that's usually enough to scare off oncoming threats.

Learn to fight, like take a class. Just knowing how to stand and move scares others. When people realize you know why your doing, they get scared and there fear will either end the attack in the first place or there mind will be pre occupied
With what there about to face and move slower and make more mistakes.
I uses to love the comments I got when I was hitting the bag after a few classes.


All else fails... Super soaker full of cat pee. Hell, even a squirt bottle or water bottle of pee. You would be surprised how quick people run. And trust me. It does work =)
 
I suppose I should contribute...

- I'm constantly stressed about school work, assessments, upcoming GCSEs ect.

- People (a.k.a bullies) suck.

- I am perhaps the most lonely student at my school. Everyone seems to be "tagged" in some-sort of form and I am basically excluded from this. Not that I care about mine or other's social status, but, in short, I'm that nerdy girl (that everyone hates) in all those TV shows.

I know it's hardly important compared to some of the heart-breaking problems I see on this thread but I thought it needed to be said.
 
It takes my hair 2 hours to dry and Glee hasn't been renewed for season 5 :(
 
I feel like I'm going through a midlife crisis, at 16. I know its dumb but i just can't shake that "feeling". It feels like life is passing me by in a blink of an eye.
 
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