well, fine **** you. i said we could be out and we don't woohoo in front of you, we discussed it as possibility because he's got a rough time at hme, but fine, **** you i'll just move out then.
ughhhhh i'm in tears i wanted to change my schedule so i could eat lunch with friends but my mom called & said i can't change it so now i still have to eat alone like i have these past 3 days. all of my friends are in a different lunch except me. they don't seem to care anyways besides 1. i texted my friend about it & she's just like "oh" like? i thought u were my friend. a simple "oh" just makes me think you don't really care at all. atleast my other friend cared, she's all telling me it's alright. we still have 3 classes together. but the other friend just tells me "oh" i'm not even good at making friends so i doubt i'll find anyone to eat with anytime soon. it just makes me so sad that some of my friends seem to not care that i barely have any classes or lunch with them. one of my friends actually cares, it makes me somewhat happy but i'm just sad that one of them doesn't
why am i so unfortunate? i'm the ONLY one with a different lunch than the rest of my friends. i barely have any classes with my best friend. i have the worst math & science teacher. this school year is already turning out to be bad. i'm still in tears. plus i think i still have a crush on the guy i had a crush on last year but his friends have made it clear 100000 times he doesn't even like me or care about me so what is the point of liking him. i guess i'm too attached. i need to get over him now!!!! i thought i had, but guess not. this school year has been so bad and it's only been 3 DAYS