VelveteenCat
Senior Member
A new beginning ...
Around eighteen months ago I moved to a deserted island, determined to find a home away from home and make new connections. I gathered the most lovely animals to build a community on that island called ‘Dollsgrave’, and for a while, we enjoyed ourselves, each other’s company and our beautiful little paradise. However, as much as I grew to love my new animal friends and the place we called home, I rushed things. Like, really, really rushed things. The experience became mostly about materialism and while I certainly love to surround myself with beautiful things, I feel like I missed out on many experiences along the way. So even though it pains me, I came to the conclusion that it would be best to say goodbye to my beloved animals and start over.
Part of me feels bad for not staying just a little bit longer and helping to make Dollsgrave into the kind of dream it could have been, but for the best possible start in my new home I decided that this is the perfect season to start anew.
So alongside this new chapter in my life, it is time for a new diary:
The diary of Nightshade!
It has been an eventful first day. I left Dollsgrave in such a hurry thatI forgot to dye my hair my hair lost its natural ruby shine and in the spirit of truly starting over from scratch, I left all of my beautiful clothes behind (huge regret).
At least I was able to fix that dreadful living situation that involved a tent by charming the real estate guy into giving me a loan so I could move into adilapidated shack modest little house. Needless to say, this will take some getting used to since I also left my exquisite furniture behind (another regret).
So here I am, looking my worst and feeling a little – well, I don’t know. I miss my old neighbours. The new ones, Flo and Boots, seem alright, but I feel no attachment to them.
Nightshade itself seems like a nice, quite place, but so far there is nothing special about it. It is plain, but perhaps it has potential?
So what is the plan?
First of all, I want to get to know Flo and Boots and hopefully form a connection. This time around, I really want to focus on socialising with all of my neighbours, even those just passing through.
I have already gone out and invited some other animals to live with us, and that part was actually quite uplifting. I told myself to not be toosnobby picky and visited four of the countless small islands surrounding Nightshade. While there was an eagle on the first one and eagles are a little scary to me (she seemed sweet though), on the other three I met animals I would have invited even if I hadn’t told myself to not be picky. I will introduce them once they have arrived, but I’m very excited for them to move in so we can get to know each other.
Besides the social aspect, of course I want Nightshade to turn into something beautiful.
I already took the first crucial step by planting red roses, hoping to soon breed my first black one that will make me feel right at home.
While online shopping will be inevitable for making my vision come true, this time I want to take things one day at a time. No rushing, just nurturing.
I want to grow my own fruit and crops and give farm life a try for a little while.
On Dollsgrave, I appreciated anything fine and fancy with a hint of morbid. My vision for Nightshade is ultimately the same, but getting there will be a process so that any lush garden or beautiful park will really feel like an accomplishment.
We are not there yet, and it will take a while until we will even come close to realizing that vision. I hope to enjoy that journey.
I want to close this first entry with these two pictures I snapped of both Flo and Boots taking solitary sunset strolls and pausing to look out into the ocean:
I wonder what kinds of lives they left behind?
Are they contemplating whether their choice to come here was the right one?
Maybe one day in a distant future I will show them these pictures and we will reminiscent about our early days on Nightshade and how it changed over time.
Around eighteen months ago I moved to a deserted island, determined to find a home away from home and make new connections. I gathered the most lovely animals to build a community on that island called ‘Dollsgrave’, and for a while, we enjoyed ourselves, each other’s company and our beautiful little paradise. However, as much as I grew to love my new animal friends and the place we called home, I rushed things. Like, really, really rushed things. The experience became mostly about materialism and while I certainly love to surround myself with beautiful things, I feel like I missed out on many experiences along the way. So even though it pains me, I came to the conclusion that it would be best to say goodbye to my beloved animals and start over.
Part of me feels bad for not staying just a little bit longer and helping to make Dollsgrave into the kind of dream it could have been, but for the best possible start in my new home I decided that this is the perfect season to start anew.
So alongside this new chapter in my life, it is time for a new diary:
The diary of Nightshade!
It has been an eventful first day. I left Dollsgrave in such a hurry that
At least I was able to fix that dreadful living situation that involved a tent by charming the real estate guy into giving me a loan so I could move into a
So here I am, looking my worst and feeling a little – well, I don’t know. I miss my old neighbours. The new ones, Flo and Boots, seem alright, but I feel no attachment to them.
Nightshade itself seems like a nice, quite place, but so far there is nothing special about it. It is plain, but perhaps it has potential?
So what is the plan?
First of all, I want to get to know Flo and Boots and hopefully form a connection. This time around, I really want to focus on socialising with all of my neighbours, even those just passing through.
I have already gone out and invited some other animals to live with us, and that part was actually quite uplifting. I told myself to not be too
Besides the social aspect, of course I want Nightshade to turn into something beautiful.
I already took the first crucial step by planting red roses, hoping to soon breed my first black one that will make me feel right at home.
While online shopping will be inevitable for making my vision come true, this time I want to take things one day at a time. No rushing, just nurturing.
I want to grow my own fruit and crops and give farm life a try for a little while.
On Dollsgrave, I appreciated anything fine and fancy with a hint of morbid. My vision for Nightshade is ultimately the same, but getting there will be a process so that any lush garden or beautiful park will really feel like an accomplishment.
We are not there yet, and it will take a while until we will even come close to realizing that vision. I hope to enjoy that journey.
I want to close this first entry with these two pictures I snapped of both Flo and Boots taking solitary sunset strolls and pausing to look out into the ocean:
I wonder what kinds of lives they left behind?
Are they contemplating whether their choice to come here was the right one?
Maybe one day in a distant future I will show them these pictures and we will reminiscent about our early days on Nightshade and how it changed over time.