What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
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don't feel bad abt it, it's totally understandable. but if the people whom you hang around or listen to make you feel like you're inferior in any way because you're autistic then they're not worth your time. I mean yeah sure life might be a bit easier without it, but ultimately being autistic should not impact your quality of life. It just happens that society is not made to accomodate ASD. I've been looking into this a lot and I want to start speaking out for autism and other neurodivergent disabilities because I as well as other people with those disabilities deserve so much more credit than we're ever given. We're also fine just the way we are and people who treat autism like a disease that needs to be cured are truly terrible people.
anyways I really can't wait for Friday so I can just be done w this essay and start to relieve some of my stress
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Whenever I look at these warning points, its like a dark cloud hanging over me over some of things I did on this site. I don't know what is even wrong with me anymore. I contradict myself when I said I was going to quit, but then I ended coming back. I feel like I've lost my mind and have no idea whats even going on. Its like part of me wants to stay on here to express myself, but then other part of me is wanting to quit. I am just lying to myself at this point.
Sometimes I wish I can just go back in time to when I first came to this site and just get rid of that ridiculous thread I made where people were trying to help me, but then I let my anger get the best of me and I made myself look like a fool. Maybe thats why people got the notion that I was being negative. Now I feel like a total jerk. Its probably the impression people got from me when I introduced myself. Maybe thats why whenever I speak about the issues of New Horizons that people assume that I'm the "negative person". I know this is stuff that happened in the past, but now I just feel like no matter what I say or no matter how many times I try to be honest with myself or anything I say, I end up getting shamed on. It took me long to realize this and now I feel guilty. (sigh)....what a fool I was
Sometimes I wish I can just go back in time to when I first came to this site and just get rid of that ridiculous thread I made where people were trying to help me, but then I let my anger get the best of me and I made myself look like a fool. Maybe thats why people got the notion that I was being negative. Now I feel like a total jerk. Its probably the impression people got from me when I introduced myself. Maybe thats why whenever I speak about the issues of New Horizons that people assume that I'm the "negative person". I know this is stuff that happened in the past, but now I just feel like no matter what I say or no matter how many times I try to be honest with myself or anything I say, I end up getting shamed on. It took me long to realize this and now I feel guilty. (sigh)....what a fool I was
xSuperMario64x
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I feel really hungry for some reason but I can't eat until after 6pm cause that's when my class ends 
Without those mistakes you would have never came to this realization! You needed to make those small mistakes to shift your perspective. Hopefully you can learn to forgive yourself so it doesn't weigh heavy on your mind.
DinosaurDumpster
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It's over 90 degrees outside, kill me now.
it should not be this kind of weather in april, but oh well. it gets like this before spring can even start every year.
it should not be this kind of weather in april, but oh well. it gets like this before spring can even start every year.
Lightspring
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I know this is not my place, but there was a missing teen last seen in my area and now he’s been pronounced dead by a hit and run. Even though I never knew him personally, he died so young and seemed like a kind individual. It makes me cherish my own life even more and appreciate everyone close to me.
Toska
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I’m trying to schedule something with a few friends, but nobody is responding to my messages. I don’t mean to harass them, but we don’t hang out that often. The constant fear that I’m annoying them because I want to hang out isn’t helping.
Lynnatchii
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I feel so sick and nauseous. I feel like i just want to vomit but don't want the embarrass myself. I'm still in online school so that doesn't help at all, Ugh.
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DinosaurDumpster
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Not me having yet another romantic orientation crisis today
I've been having these a lot lately, might just be a blob of trash who knows. wish they could stop...
I've been having these a lot lately, might just be a blob of trash who knows. wish they could stop...
Lynnatchii
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xSuperMario64x
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stayed up late working on that essay and now I feel really awful waking up this morning
Shellzilla_515
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Every time I see people being happy to get vaccinated, I can't help but feel a little down because I know I wouldn't be able to get it even if I wanted to. With a family who is against vaccines due to misinformation, it makes it hard for me to truly voice my thoughts to them. I only said I wouldn't be getting it to avoid arguments. As a matter of fact, I want to get a shot to prove them wrong that the vaccine against the virus works. It's way better than catching it and having long-term symptoms. Thanks a lot, Facebook. 
xSuperMario64x
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same **** happens when I tell my mom I want to get the J&J vaccine. she's like "I really wouldn't get it if I were you, lots of people have died" like ma if it was that dangerous they would not administer it to students on campus so easily, I absolutely guarantee it. I'm signing up to get the vaccine probably this Sunday (forgot to mention, the university/public health dept. is distributing the vaccines) and she absolutely hates it but idc.Every time I see people being happy to get vaccinated, I can't help but feel a little down because I know I wouldn't be able to get it even if I wanted to. With a family who is against vaccines due to misinformation, it makes it hard for me to truly voice my thoughts to them. I only said I wouldn't be getting it to avoid arguments. As a matter of fact, I want to get a shot to prove them wrong that the vaccine against the virus works. It's way better than catching it and having long-term symptoms. Thanks a lot, Facebook.
she also said yesterday "people have been getting really ill after the second dose" but the thing is the J&J vaccine is only one dose, but then she was like "YEAH THEY'LL TELL YOU THAT INITIALLY AND THEN AFTERWARD TELL YOU TO COME BACK FOR A SECOND DOSE" like is she really that ****ing paranoid about it?? I have no clue what kind of bs she's been reading on fb but she's driving me insane.
(she was prob also getting the vaccine confused with the other two vaccines, which do require two doses. but I know plenty of people, including multiple on this forum, who have gotten one of the two dose vaccines and they're perfectly fine)
Shellzilla_515
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What really annoys me the most is that the people against it really try to make things look bad from their perspective and are being overdramatic about it. It's really important to do deep research on stuff that is credible and look at the full story with critical thinking involved. The ignorance of some people is infuriating...
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