What's Bothering You?

[Dawnpiplup]

I need to catch up in AP Lang - we're supposed to finish reading To Kill a Mockingbird by next week, but I'm not even close to the end of it. There's also this essay that we have to do soon.

And, I've got mixed feelings about this. I know that living here is detrimental to my mental state, and surely it isn't healthy to be fantasizing about living elsewhere or to be so desperate for some emotional support from my family - but I'm still dreading it. It's just a mix of guilt, fear, uncertainty - I've got some hope in me as well, but the other feelings are just outweighing it right now.

 

[Soigne]

A chair fell on my big toe the other day & I'm still profusely bleeding under my nail. I think it's about to fall off and when that happens I'm GOING to pass out

 

[honeyaura]

My God I have so much hair... By the time I'm done blow-drying my arms are sore. You'd think I'd be ripped by now.

- - - Post Merge - - -

I need to catch up in AP Lang - we're supposed to finish reading To Kill a Mockingbird by next week, but I'm not even close to the end of it. There's also this essay that we have to do soon.

And, I've got mixed feelings about this. I know that living here is detrimental to my mental state, and surely it isn't healthy to be fantasizing about living elsewhere or to be so desperate for some emotional support from my family - but I'm still dreading it. It's just a mix of guilt, fear, uncertainty - I've got some hope in me as well, but the other feelings are just outweighing it right now.

Hang in there, it'll get better. Our sanity stays pretty tame as long as we're working toward a better life. It's hard, but we can do this <3

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I have a calc exam in 2 hours and Idk how well I can do on it. I've been really tired and depressed since Tuesday, so I have little focus and motivation to do anything rn.

I mean idk, I guess if I don't do well then I need to study more. Ugh this double major is such a pain.

- - - Post Merge - - -

K so apparently I have to memorize all the formulas n stuff.

Just great.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I can't focus on my schoolwork.

 

[hestu]

I have to teach 3 lessons tomorrow for my student teaching, and I have to record myself teaching my third grade class whilst also worrying about where the camera will be at different times during my (own!!!) lesson. Then next thursday my CT won't be there to help me so I have to teach all 5 sections by myself AND my program advisor is going to be there to observe me that day so i'm super stressed in general ;(

 

[mellachime]

feeling insecure and unsure on everything to the point i want to just isolate myself and slowly vanish from everyone's lives

 

[honeyaura]

-The construction has reached into our apartments again, so I have to find somewhere else to work. Which wouldn't be so bad if I had a car.
-Close to a migraine, hope it doesn't get worse.
-I miss you...

 

[moonlightxo]

Fake friends. That's what bothers me. They actually made me cry, didn't get over it yet. I thought it was my bestie, but she's clearly not.

 

[Alienfish]

too much happening at once like give me rest brain

 

[honeyaura]

So. Much. Construction.
Like I have to be fully dressed at home for strangers coming in and out of our home lol

Fake friends. That's what bothers me. They actually made me cry, didn't get over it yet. I thought it was my bestie, but she's clearly not.

Wow I'm sorry :c

 

[Mr_Persona]

I hate how broken my keys are on my computer because this HP laptop is pretty cheap.

 

[Hyrule_Crossing]

This just happens, and it happens a lot. I hate when I make a typo, and my iPad, instead of autocorrecting to the correct word, it fricking thinks I’m trying to say something else.

For example, let’s say I tried to type Cereal in a sentence, and I miss spell it. “I had creal for breakfast” and then it autocorrects to “I had Cucumber for breakfast”

It’s more of an example than a real story, but it’s just annoying

 

[Alienfish]

^turn it off

also yeah the catch rate of haunting bats kms

 

[namiieco]

whenever i tell me mum a problem i have she just says get over it like thanks, ill just get over it

 

[honeyaura]

Okay so like, they're working on our windows now and repairing the damage they did from the outside which is fine, but the windows are barren now so I can't lay down on my bed without some dude starring through the windows, like please just -_-

 

[Dawnpiplup]

My family is mad at me right now. They know I reported them. They don't seem to see my side of things. I don't know if I can live elsewhere. I just need a break from it all.

Also, I have a headache from crying too much. I just want things to be better, but I'm not sure about that coming true. I don't know if my family can change their ways; specifically, my mom and my grandma. Even after what they heard from the case worker, it doesn't seem like they are concerned for me. Out of everyone that I am living with, my grandpa seems to be the most compassionate - he spoke to me in a calm manner. I don't know if I can get out of here, as there wasn't much incriminating evidence in the house. I can move out in two years, but I wouldn't like to live here for so long. I have a mixture of emotions right now. Perhaps reporting my family was a mistake.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I worked a few extra hours this morning at work. It was all good, but since I worked last night there was a few faults that my manager and co-workers had picked up on. Last night was a **** of a night, so many things went wrong and we were in such a rush. In fact the whole day was terrible apparently. There was miscommunication between us, so there was some food prep that we completely missed and I had to quickly do it all in half an hour before. Long story short I done screwed up with something in my panic and had only realised until I got to work this morning.

So one of my co-workers this morning went to cook it up but realised what I had done, so I apologized for my mistake. I didn't think - it wasn't - a big of a deal as it literally takes like 2 mins to catch up and fix the mistake. But like my co-worker was like you should've done this, and I was like I was in a rush and thinking at least I helped a bit with prep in the morning. And she was like FFS, and kinda physically shoved me out of the way?? At the time I just laughed it off, but then hang on a minute. That was totally unnecessary for her to shove me and lose it like that?? Like it shouldn't be tolerable for people to hit each other in a workplace right??

 

[cheerleader]

i hate grown ass people who are jerks to kids. something like this happened on another forum i go on and it's just annoying to see... if you're in your 20s, you shouldn't even be engaging with 15 year olds, let alone picking on them

 

[Alienfish]

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Well of course they cleaned up and such if they figured out it was you - honestly they must be dumb in a way if they didn't. Why should her friends or neighbours do it, she probably stuffed them with **** about how good you have it and even if you'd be at home for it they couldn't call you stuff or pretend not to clean etc. And people have a set tendency to act nice and clean whenever they have people over regardless. I think you should request translating/interpret service and talk to a better case worker and show them stuff. You need serious help right here and now.