also why do i ****ing love you still even though you are #1 at making me confused and sometimes annoyed and.. idk making me almost cry.. i mean you ARE really nice and cute when you don't go making yourself "slow and exhausted"... just don't do it then...
I'm slowly losing it.
I'm obsessing over my weight again, I'm getting too self-conscious, I'm crying every time I go in the ****ing shower but I need to ****ing shower, I haven't finished my homework and I'm stressed, I need to finish an online course, I need to clean my room, I need to finish sewing something for school, I need to work, school's in like 1.5 weeks and I'm just a mess right now.