My physics professor was helping me with the problems on the homework due tonight, and as we were going along he was writing them down steps on paper.
Well when we were done he's like "since this is for tonight's homework I'm gonna keep these so you can figure them out on your own time" and I was like really sad T_T cause I suck at this and idk what tf I'm dong lol rip
when people give you stupid and worthless "advice" youve heard a million times before just to make you stop bothering people with your mental health haha
also mainstream (??? lol idk what o call it) suicide prevention is the ****ing worst i want to run it over with a steamroller
What's bothering me at the moment... is losing motivation on something important. I am currently figuring out on what to do in this situation in this point in time. I am really hoping that I'll find it before it is too late. So... Thanks for reading.
Tweaked my wrist tonight while sleeping or whatever, then totally forgot about it, so I was just pushing myself out of my chair, aka putting ALL my dang weight onto it and now it's pulsating...
Also cranberry juice tastes awful. But I gotta fix my bladder issues so I'll force myself to keep drinking it... =[
My mind's been racing like crazy lately. It's picked certain ideas that have been bothering me and has started obsessing over them all the time. My thoughts automatically gravitate towards the same ideas. I catch myself thinking about them all the time. They pretty much dominate my thoughts at this point. I'm honestly just so tired of it, just leave me alone already. It's especially annoying when I'm trying to fall asleep but my mind refuses to calm down and keeps going over the same things over and over again like some machine. Now it's even worse because I have a fever and am super tired but my mind still refuses to let me rest.
i’ve been skipping class a lot lately and not really doing much work so i have realized that my depression is getting bad again and i don’t have the time to see anyone ajjdhdhd
Seeing that one thread about college in the Brewster's Cafe made me realize that I'm about to be making some serious life choices soon, and that I've got a lot ahead of me (driving, college, getting a job, etc). Two years from now, it'll be my last year in high school. From then on, I'm on my own. I don't have that much time left. I've got to get my priorities straight, stay on task, be on top of everything. Geez, the pressure of being a responsible high school student.