What's Bothering You?

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all this hard work trying to get my mental health back to normal and it feels like it's about to come crashing down so I filled up my schedule so that I am literally doing things every second of every day and Idek
 
I applied to move up in this camp that I worked at last summer.... and I didn't get it. I would be ok, but literally everything I've applied for since sophomore year of college (I'm 24 now) I've failed at... so I've become even more and more hard on myself, and as the failures keep piling up I think I'm just becoming emotionally numb to all of it because I don't know how to handle it so I just lose all emotion... I know it doesn't sound like that big of a deal, but I needed to write this down somewhere. My family and friends are terrible about talking about emotional stuff, and I need an outlet!

I do get to go back to the camp this whole summer, but as a counselor and not in the other position.
 
My third week of college and I feel like one of my required classes is just horrible. I chose it this year because it had a different teacher but I'm starting to regret this decision because I'm actually starting to miss the teacher I was avoiding's teaching style. I can drop with no consequences because it's still only the third week. However, my parents will likely make me feel horrible about my decision and call me a quitter.

I would take it again next year but with the usual teacher. He made me uncomfortable (he's sort of way out there personality wise) but he made more sense of things than this teacher does. She isn't really helpful and seems old and bitter.

Ugh, here is to being hopeful that my dad will surprise me and actually be okay with dropping when he comes downstairs to take me to class.
 
Now i just feel like a screw up and I cant even correct it cause the freaking post just happened to be one of those invisable posts
 
I have been reading a single chapter for my Accounting Class for over an hour and I'm only on page 5 of the 20 pages total. Every single page I have to stop and write all the bolded and italicized material or else if I just read it without taking notes I'll forget it. Ready to give up now. I was better off studying the powerpoint slide notes.
 
My throat is kinda sore and it's hard for me to talk, and I'm coughing a lot.
It's not as bad now as it was this morning, thankfully.
 
They can spawn June through August, but I think one of them stays until Septemeber, forgot which.
I've heard they're most common in July though.

ah fair enough makes kinda sense.. i kinda dont wanna tt back a month cause i have all my dreamies meow :c
 
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