I had to drop out of a tabletop game I was really enjoying because uni is about to start. I wish I could have stayed in but it wasn't possible and I couldn't force other people to start late because of me.
okay maybe I'm just overthinking things pls let it be just that...
I'm sorry I'm a boring person :'))) i literally have no reason to be sad but I feel like crying?
i dont understand my skin , i dont understand what is my skin color , my arms and part of back + end of legs are with a brown tone caused by sun , but my face has a lighter color + part of my legs and feet , but even with that other parts are with a brown tone that look like they are brown by sun , idk anymore
I'm so sick of the smoke outside ughhhh!!!
I've been skipping my walks for like the past 3 or 4 days because of it but it was starting to drive me crazy so today I was like 2 hell with it and went anyway even though it's sooo smoky out and now I feel... not good.. (。-人-。) bleh
my psychologist is going to quit in october and that means that i will either have to go to a new one for six months before switching again (because my 18h birthday is in april and you aren't allowed to go there when you're 18 or older) or i won't have a therapist for a while (until i'm 18 i guess??) or something else idk (she mentioned lss or a place where they focus on asd and like yeah ok but im suicidal??) and it's not really making me feel super great idk haha i mean im not blaming anyone or whatever but i really don't need to have more problems with all mental health stuff
yeah well whatever idk it just kind of sucks a lot lol ok edgelord out
okay maybe I'm just overthinking things pls let it be just that...
I'm sorry I'm a boring person :'))) i literally have no reason to be sad but I feel like crying?