Pretty much, people that are older than me tend to intimidate me/make me nervous, I really don't know why they intimidate me but I just really can't explain it. And it isn't like people in my class that may be a few months older than me, it is a more significant age difference, like 3+ years older than me. Pretty much the only people I have been able to get very comfortable with that are older than me is my brother, mom and dad, and 3 of my MANY cousins, all of which are 16-17. By the way, I am only 13. One of the three cousins is stretching it a bit, mainly because I haven't ever had deep conversation with them, just laughing with each other and doing really weird things xD But as we have grown older I think both of us have grown more uncomfortable with each other, and I don't really know why.
The whole thing with being nervous around my family/people older than me kind of irritates me because it causes me to be very quiet, and seem to have an attitude because of it, but I really don't. They just don't really know me THAT well because I am always sooo quiet around them. So it seems that they have just labelled me as the quiet and pouty type I guess. I am a very shy person until I get comfortable with someone. The whole not being able to control it is what makes it terrible. A lot of you might say "Just talk to them more" But it is very hard for me to do so. I know, it is very complicated.