Are you kidding? That is more than understandable. I'm sorry for your loss. Take your time. Grieving over someone isn't exactly something you would want to rush.
Guys im sorry but i haave good news and bad news...... the good news is that im hopefully getting another new leaf this weekend, the bad news is that i feel like i will work better being alone for the first couple days so i will create my own cycling thread and getting members as well!! Very sorry for leaving but im more comfortable being the creator of the thread and sorta things going my way, SO SORRY T.T